The First I Never Had

Part 1

Taylor POV

"Yeah I'm on my way to the hotel, Relax It's still a few hours early!" Me trying to chill Cara on the phone.

"Well we have a lot of things to catch up So hurry up superstar! Sam and Ed are itching to see you." Cara said.

"For the last time please don't call me a superstar." I sighed. It feels weird when my friends call me that, it makes me feel distant from them.
"I know I know I'm sorry to keep you guys waiting. Just give me like 20-30 mins."

"Okay Tay, when you arrive meet us at the bar area by the couches."

Okay, I'll see you later." Smiling as I finished my conversation with my best friend Cara.
It's our high school reunion; it's been ten years since I've seen my schoolmates, except with my group. The last time I hung out with them in person was last year, before my world tour started. It's been a long since we hung out in person. Even though we've been very busy with our own careers like Cara, being busy with her acting; Sam, Ed and I went into pursuing music, we still get in touch through social media, but it's different when I get to them in person.

My music career has been a huge success thanks to my family, friends, and also to my fans, who has been very supportive to me. Even though my passion for music is a success, there may have been bumpy rides and dead ends in the relationship department. Call me romantic, but I've tried moving on by meeting other people, but those relationships weren't enough to brush off the lingering feeling of my first love. The love that started my heart to write these songs some of the songs for I know that I cannot tell directly to her how I feel because of fear. This feeling still lingers along most of the songs that I've written in the past few albums.

I'm excited and nervous to see everyone. The fact that it's my high school's reunion, I may have a chance to see her tonight, but maybe she might not come since most of the time she's out of the picture in school because she goes somewhere around the world doing her modeling, but every time she's around my days in school just lights up, especially when we have our biology and chemistry lab activities as lab partners.

Having these thought made me lost track of time. I was called by my driver in front.
"Here we are Ms. Swift." My driver told me.

"W-what we're here?" He nods, "Okay, thank you John. I'll take it from here. I'll contact you or the guys when I need you. Thank you so much." security. "Thanks Alan, but I'll take it from here. Now I'll let you know if I need any help I promise. " I assured him. I really don't want to cause any attention in this event. "If it's alright ma'm, I can stay by the lobby that's just right outside of the event." He's still persistent at doing his job.

"Well, alright. I guess I have no choice. I'll text you when I need you okay?"

"Yes ma'm." He nodded.

As I entered the hotel room I went to the lobby desk to ask where the bar is. After giving me the directions, thanked the attendant, and quickly went to the bar to meet the gang.

As I arrived, looking for them, " Tay!" Cara called as she was waving at me. I saw Sam and Ed's head turned to where I am. I quickly went over them as they did the same thing.

"It's so great to see you Tay. I missed you so much" Ed said while hugging me.
"Me too." I said as I let go from the hug. We sat down by the couch where they've been talking.

"So Taylor what have you been doing or planning since you're done with your world tour." Ed asks.

"Honestly I don't know. Right now I just wanna focus on what's happening right now." I said giddily.