Choices(Jacksepticeye X Reader)

Chapter 5~ Secrets

(Dont watch this video yet, I will tell you when :3 )

18 days till Antiséan returns

(YOUR POV)
I rolled around, not wanting to wake up, I rubbed my eyes as I faced the bright window. The sun was shining, the birds are singing. I sat up and saw that Séan was still asleep. He was facing away from me. My head ached, I couldn't remember much from last night, except that encounter with Séan's opposing self. I winced at the thought of that horrible man. I looked at the little clock on the night stand. The time was 7:36am. I got out of bed and went to the bathroom to take a shower. I looked at myself in the mirror. I saw my hair all messy and dark circles under my eyes. I frowned at the state of being I am in. I took of my clothes, before I got into the shower I saw something very peculiar on my back. It was Love bites from Séan. I counted seven..I rubbed them, some were sore. but I shrugged it off and got into the shower.

(SÉANS POV)
I woke up and noticed that the bed felt lighter than usual. I turned over and saw that (y/n) wasn't there. I sat up and questioned myself why Dshe wasn't there. I checked the time. it was 7:39am, I sat up and stretched. I put on a nice shirt, my light denim jeans and some socks. I went and got me some black coffee, then started recording the 67th reading your comments video. (now you may watch the link :)) )

(YOUR POV)
I got out of the shower and I looked at myself in the full body mirrior. I scar the scars on my stomach. The horrible memories flashed before my eyes.
(WARNING THIS MEMORY WITH CONTAIN VERY SAD CONTENT)
(flashback to 5 years ago)
(if you didn't know your 18 in the story Séan is 25.)
My dad got mad at everything I did, he would be all sweet and nice when Mom was around but whenever she left for work, he punished me of all the things I did wrong. One day, When I was 13, I was texting this boy from my school, my dad check my messages from Verizon and saw that I was talking to him. The guy I was talking to always wanted to see me but I refused. My dad saw the messages and he barged into my room and he slapped me. I fell off my bed and he climbed on top of me and said,"You worthless little child, your mother should have never had you. You are worthless no body loves you. No body cares about you. He took out his pocket knife out of his back pocket and said,"I bet that boy got you pregnant." I looked at him with a blank expression and said,"Dad stop! YOUR CRAZY! IM ONLY 13 WHY WOULD I GET PREGNANT?!" He pressed the blade against my stomach and sliced my lower abdomen. I scaremed in pain and..
(flashback over)
(YOUR POV)
I fell to my knees crying, but then I instantly stopped, and thought to myself,"No your past is gone you have Séan, he will always love you, he would never do that to you. He is like your guardian Angel." I dried myself up and got dressed. I walked past Séan's recording room and heard him doing a reading your comments video. I smiled and continued my way to the kitchen to make breakfast for me and Séan. I decided to make pancakes.

(SÉANS POV)
"...AND I WILL SEE ALL OF YOU DUDES..IN THE NEXT VIDEO!" I shut off my camera and yawned. I made my way to the kitchen and found (y/n) making pancakes. she looked so adorable, with her messy bun and her slippers. I walked up behind her and put my hands around her waist and rested my head on her shoulders. She tensed up, but then relaxed again. I whispered in her ear,"Good Morning Baby. You didn't have to make breakfast." She chuckled and said,"You have cooked all the food since I have been here, and I wanted to impress you with my cooking." I chuckled and made my way to the table. I sat down at the table and she brought over my pancakes. I smiled and said,"Thank you."