Goner ; cth [completed]

five.

dear calum,

by the end of the summer i figured that we were friends.

i didn't want to assume anything. so i asked you.

you were silent at first, which made me nervous, but then you nodded your head and said "sure".

i couldn't help but hug you. you noticeably stiffened but eventually accepted my hug.

i thought you weren't going to hug me back, but to my surprise you did.

all i remember was how warm you were and how happy i felt.

every time i look back at that moment i always smile. why can't you be more like that calum?

the one i first met. the one that made me feel safe and at home. the calum that made me smile from their lame jokes.

i'd say it's okay, but it's not.

love,

jess

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