Goner ; cth [completed]

six.

dear calum,

when school started for both of us it was hard for us to meet in the morning.

so we met after school in the library. for the first few weeks you complained because you couldn't see the sunrise.

it didn't matter to me because i was with you.

you were way smarter then you led on. you knew so much and would always help me with my homework.

i never thought about our ages, or the fact that there was an age gap between us. you were a junior and i was only a freshman.

you were two and a half years older than me, which is actually a lot. especially in high school.

you never made fun of me for being younger than you. you made fun of me for other things, but never my age.

at least you didn't before you became the jerk you are now.

you used to be a lot of good things before you became a lot of bad things.

i still try to understand, don't worry.

love,

jess

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(a/n): "I still try to understand,"