Tulips | Seungcheol

Seven.

Ever since me and  Seungcheol's lunch break together, he's been visiting more lately and staying more time after picking up a tulip.

He'd stay and make me laugh or he'd start talking about Lee Ji Na.

He would talk on and on, all I can do is force a smile and simple replies.

Today the flower shop for some reason was slightly filled, all my coworkers were handing flowers and fake smiles out.

But lucky for me I was working on paperwork for a wedding.

I barely noticed Seungcheol's presence until he lightly tapped me on the head. "Hey, you seem rather busy today" he lightly chuckled.

His laugh gave me butterflies

"I hate paperwork" I sighed as I shuffled the papers together. "So you want your regular?"

"mm no, Lee Ji Na wasn't here today" he sighed sadly.
I hated how his eyes sparkled when he said her name.

I simply continued filling in the paperwork.

"I hope she's okay"
Maybe she left the country.
"I wonder if she's sick" He laid his head on the counter.

I wonder if he cares about me this much.
"If we were dating, I wouldn't even have gone to school if she was sick, I would make her soup and hang out with her the whole day"

I felt a lump begin to form in my throat.

"I miss seeing her already" Seungcheol smiled to himself, his ears growing a bit red.
"She's the prettiest girl I've ever seen"
Please stop talking.

I felt my eyes get watery.

He continued to say something but I quickly stood up catching his attention.
"what's wrong? Are you okay?"

I looked at him straight in the eye holding back my tears.
"you're always talking about what you and her are going to do when you start going out or where you're going to go." I slightly began raising my voice "Seungcheol if you're going to ask her out...just do it!"

I felt everyones eyes on me with strange or concerned look.
But Seungcheol's face was just plain blank, he had no expression.

What the hell did I just do.
I felt my tears begin to run down my cheeks.

I quickly grabbed the paperwork and scrambled off to the employee room.

Tears began to run down my cheek faster, "What the hell did I just do" I sobbed out to myself.

He'll hate me forever.

✿a/n✿
Oohhh conflict~♪