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harry


I had been watching the girl in the window for the last few day. the more I watched her the more I wanted to know her. when I say watched her I don't mean I've been sitting in the window staring at her. I mean that every once in a while I would look over and then I wouldn't be able to stop looking over at her.


this is a very weird feeling for me.


she was so beautiful. sometimes there would be a time when she would laugh I even thought that was beautiful. I want to hear her laugh in person, and talk.


she seems so sweet and innocent. I wonder what her features look like up close or what her name is, or why she moved here.


I want to know everything about her.


I've never felt this before, I wonder what this is. usually when it comes to girls I come off stand-off-ish and  I just sleep with them.


I watched as this guy walked in her room again. I've seen him in there before. I just wonder why they're together. why does he get to be with her.


they seem like they really know each other and are comfortable with each other. I want to be like that with her. I wonder what her personality is like.


she probably wouldn't like me. even though I don't know her, I feel like we're complete opposites.


every time I see that guy he looks more familiar. maybe I've seen at school or around the city. maybe I've seen him in that apartment before, but never really payed attention to him.


logan


"please go with me."


"no Scott. I told you I don't like the whole party thing." I said.


Scott was currently trying to get me to go to the party with him. I have been living in city for a few days, I also got the job at the coffee house. in a about two weeks I start college. I'm really nervous because it's going to be a lot of people I don't know, but that's college.


"you know your going to have to lose this good girl thing you've got going eventually." he said.


"you know that I'm not very good at being social and it's going to be all your friends." I said.


"I promise Logan I won't leave you alone and I will help you meet some new people." he said. I crossed my arm in protest.


"you promise you won't leave me all alone and unsocial?" I laughed.


"I promise." he said holding up his pinky finger. he looped his finger around mine.


"fine, I'll go." I said.


"wear something sexy." Niall added.


I'm kind of scared to meet Scott's and Niall's friends. he always used to hang out with douchebags in high school. Scott's still is a nice person though. ( I changed it to where she lives with Scott and Niall, it'll make sense later )


"it's at a frat house on campus." he said.


after I did my makeup I put on a black skater skirt and baby blue-ish grey sleeveless halter top. people always tell me I have such a weird style and sometimes they say it looks like it's front the 90's. in my opinion that was the best decade.


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