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the next morning 


I woke up in a strange room that I don't remember. woah why don't have any clothes on. I looked over and saw Harry. no no no. I tried not to move or make a sound causing him to wake up. I saw my clothes on the floor. 'okay just put on your clothes on and get the hell out of here.' I thought. I gently and carefully got out of the bed. I started putting my clothes on as fast as possible. after buttoning my pants I took some money out of my pocket placing it on the table.



I turned my shirt the right way sticking my arms through the sleeves. I froze when I heard Harry clear his throat. he sat up slowly, watching me. I felt my cheeks heat up. "hi." he said rubbing the back of his neck. I through the shirt over my head quickly, pulling it down to my waist.


"yeah, I'm going to go. I left some money on your table to pay you back for the drinks." I said. this is probably the awkwardest moment I've ever been in. "yeah." I said grabbing my shoes and phone.


"um okay. bye." he said as I rushed out of his room. I frantically scanned the apartment looking for the door. I scampered to it making my way out of the apartment, closing the door quietly. I thought about how awkward it was. ugh I'm so stupid. I waited for the traffic to cease and then hurried across the cross way. I basically ran up the stairs just wanting to be in my room alone. once I reached the door I unlocked the door and saw Niall laying on the couch asleep. I stayed quiet and tried to walk to my room.


I walked lightly, but one foot step caused the floor to make a loud creaking sound "Logan?" he said. dammit.


"hey Niall." I said.


"where did you go last night." he asked.


"um no where?" I said trying to sweat it off.


"obviously you went somewhere, you weren't here. why are you carrying your shoes. oh my god you slept with someone." he said, his eyes lighting up.


"how did you get that out of me carrying my shoes?" I said.


"your bra strap is hanging out too and you seem like your hiding something so it's probably that."


"okay thank you Niall." I said annoyed while fixing my bra strap.


"so who was the lucky guy?"he said.


"no one." I said.


"you'll eventually tell me. I mean we're best friends." he said.


"I'm taking a shower." I said. I walked into my room throwing my shoes in my closet and my phone on the bed. I peeled off my clothes climbing in the shower. the hot water ran down my back. my mind was racing. what if the only reason Harry was being nice was because he wanted to sleep with me. is that all he wanted from me. I feel so stupid. he is so the type to do that. I just thought maybe he was different. I'm just being dramatic. he doesn't care about me and I don't care about him. that's how it's gonna stay and I will get used to it.


I got out of the shower and started feeling used. it's not like this is the first time this has happened to me so I should be used to this, but honestly feels worst this time. I changed into clean clothes and sat in my room. I tried to calm my self down. after a bit I was feeling better, but still bad. I walked into the bathroom and washed my face and brushed my teeth. I walked out of my room. "you ready to tell me." he said. I was about to say something when there was a knock at the door. Niall went over to answer and Harry appeared in the doorway. oh god could this day get any worse.



"um yeah I just wanted to give Logan her money back." he said.


"you paid him to have sleep with you?" Niall asked.


"no." me and Harry said simultaneously. "I owe it to you. you keep it." I said.


"no I said I'd pay for it, it was my treat." he said.


"I'm going to need an explanation." Niall whispered to me.


"just take it back Logan." he said.


"ugh fine." I said. he handed me my money back.


"well I'll leave now." he said walking out of the apartment. Niall turned back around to me.


"so you and Harry?" he smirked, I feel like an idiot. I'm on the verge of tears, but I really don't want Niall to see me cry. "what's wrong?" he said. his expression was softer now.




"nothing." I said looking away. he walked over pulling me into a hug. "are you okay?" he said.



"no. I'm so stupid. I should have listened to you. he just used me. he was only being nice so he could have sex with me." I said.


"hey, hey, it's going to be okay. you're going to forget about him. I'm sorry about what he did. he's a dick." he said rubbing my back.


within the next few days I was better. I was still kind of sad about it, but I can't dwell on that night forever. I've been avoiding Harry for the most part, I've seen him at school. he tried to come up to me once or twice, but I would just pretend I was looking at something on my phone and would walk a quickly.


a/n : sorry for the short-ish chapter tysm for reading and ily and vote if you want

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