cigarette daydream ✧ harry au

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niall

it was nearly two in the morning and I'm currently stumbling to my apartment. I went to this frat party on campus with Scott. I maneuvered my keys out of my pocket and into the key hole after fumbling around a bit.

I opened to a sight. it was Logan laying on Harry's chest. they were both asleep. many thoughts rushed through my mind of them. how she didn't like him that much. I don't know how Harry is when he gets attached to a girl. it's probably not that good.

I can't let him hurt Logan. she's like my little sister. and I don't want to deal with Harry drama.

"what the fuck." Scott whispered.

"I don't know. I'll find out tomorrow." I said quietly back.

we walked in quietly through the living room, but I tripped up on my own feet and hit the wall making a 'thud' sound. "shit." I cursed under my breath. I heard a sigh from the other side of the room. I looked over to see an awake Harry. Scott continued to walk on to his room.

"sorry." I apologized.

"it's fine. it just scared me." he said.

"do you want me to take her to her room?" I offered.

"no I got it." he said.

"don't worry about waking her, she's a heavy sleeper. you could drop her and pick her back she wouldn't know." I chuckled.

"have you dropped her before?" he laughed as well.

"well hey ehh." I mumbled. "just take her to her room." I said. he slipped his arm around her small body, standing up with her in his arms. he carried her down the hallway to her room while I headed to the kitchen. I grabbed something out of the fridge. Harry reappeared front the hallway.

"how was the party?" he asked.

"good. so what's up with you and Logan?"

"she had a bad night and we were talking about it. I guess we just fell asleep." he explained.

"did her and Matt break up?" I sleep.

"yeah and some other stuff, but she can tell you that." he said.

"you know it looked a little more than just talking and sleeping."

"it wasn't," he said shyly.  I haven't seen him like this since, well since he dated Mae. he was so in love with her and he was so shy about it, but that ended disastrously. he never talks about her or their relationship like ever. when the subject is brought up he just looses it so if you couldn't tell no one brings it up.

"don't get involved with her." I said.

"why?" he questioned.

"because you how you, I've seen you when you use a girl more than once." I explained.

"what do you mean by that?" he asked.

"you know. you get the slightest attachment to a person then you just use the girl and then forget about them. you always end up hurting them. I just don't want Logan to be one of them." I explained.

"I haven't done that in a very long time." he protested.

"that doesn't mean you won't do it again." I said.

"there's just something about her." he said.

"I know. just be careful. don't lead her on." I said.

"okay, but I'm still going to flirt with her." he said, now he starting to sound like the Harry I know not that sentiment crap.

"oh, I know you will." I said. it was just silence until Logan appeared. "hey Ni." she said as she swerved around me to the fridge pulling out a water bottle. "aw, did I interrupt a man to man conversation?"

"actually, you did and I find it quite rude." I said sarcastically.

"oh, well let me leave. wouldn't want to intrude on a heart to heart. I'm going back to bed." she said coming from behind me and kissing me in the cheek. she turned to walk away.

"goodnight bitch." I laughed.

"goodnight dick." she said continuing to walk away and throwing up her middle finger over her head. she turned around and laughed. I placed my hand on my chest acting as if I was hurt. 

"I'm offended." I gasped.

"oh, sure you are." she said. I guess she noticed that Harry was looking like he left left out. "goodnight Harry." she said as she continued to walk towards her room."

"goodnight Logan." he said smiling.

"just don't hurt her or I'll fucking kill you." I said walking away.

"alright. I'm going home. goodnight." Harry sighed.

"goodnight Harry," I said. As I was laying in my bed I realized that the Harry and Logan 'thing' wasn't going to end without a fight. I'm just going to have to let this happen and hope for the best, but I know someone will get hurt. I drifted off to sleep with the thought of what's going to happen with them.

logan

the next day

I woke up remembering last night. I'm still sad and I don't want to go to school because I will probably see him. I cried a bunch last night in my room and now I feel like I can't cry anymore. I just feel depressed and sad. I didn't sleep very well because I kept thinking about it.

I feel like a completely different person. I didn't like it one bit. I didn't think this would be so hard.

a/n : sorry it's kinda boring and short I was running out of ideas, I will try to make it better but tysm for reading