1|Move on (Newt)

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by Jus_Xx

by Jus_Xx

*UNEDITED*
Y/N P.O.V
We made it to paradise.Oh my god.
"Oh my god!!!"I yelled hapilly kissing Newt on the lips.
'two years later'
I grabbed my guitar.And walked out of the door out of my hut.Walking towards the shore of the beach.While i was walking i remembered the day that I dreaded,the day i left Newt.
*flashback*
*2 months ago*
I sat down next to Minho on the table in Frypan's new restaurant.Glancing constantly at Newt and the girl from Group B, Brooke.Newt and Brooke was whispering to each other.I tighten my grip on my fork,jealousy eating me alive.I was his girlfriend not her.But he hardly even notice me anymore it like im not even here.Minho noticed me staring at them."(Y/N) its going to be alright" he said."I sure hope so"i said almost breaking into tears.

When i got home to my shared apartment with Newt.I came home and i couldn't hold it anymore.I sobbed,i broke into tears.An hour later Newt arrived home i didn't speak to him.I was planning on leaving Newt tommorow.

I just wanted to see him one last time.i've already packed my bags,Already figured out where to stay.I was staying at Minho's House for awhile.

" Hey "He said.I just nodded once at him Reading my book.I went to sleep after that.

*morning*
I woke up 7 am in the morning.Newt was still sleeping.I looked over to him sleeping peacefully. i was going to miss this,i was going to miss us,And most importantly i was going to miss him. I wrote him a letter

Dear Newt,
Hey Newt,When you read this letter i probobly be gone,I'll Miss you but you already moved on so no point of that.I just wanted you to know that i love you no matter what you do.Wow,i sound like im going to die.But i will never forget the time you helped me out the box,how your dark brown eyes lit up,and oh how i will miss your lips pressed against mine ,your warm cuddles at night.but now that barley happened.You will just give me glances once in a while.And i saw how you looked at Brooke.It was filled with love.I wish you would look at me the same.I hope you have a great life.
Y/Nx
I left the letter next to him.i loaded my car with my bags,i already called Minho this morning.

I went up stairs to check if Newt woke up.But no his still sleeping.Which is good i guess.I pecked his cheek one last time.Then i looked around one last time.I went downstairs and locked the door.Glancing up the apartment i saw Newt looking down at me with a confused face.

*FlashBack End*
I hadn't noticed tears falling down my face.I wiped them of."Y/N you have to move on.His going to be married next week" I told myself.I lived by myself now.After staying at Minho's house for awhile.I told him i found a place by the beach.Which is a small but beautiful Hut(pic on the top).I started strumming on my guitar and sing.

After Ending the song.I wanted to go visit Thomas And Minho because they been taking care of me since i broke up with Newt.I visit them 3 times a week so far i haven't seen Newt yet and im happy it stayed that way.Because im afraid when i see him i'll be running back to him.I decided to visit Minho and Thomas
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