*one* Imperfections.

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Everyday was the same routine.

Get up.

Get dressed.

Puke.

Eat toast.

Go to school.

Puke.

And so on so forth. Its been that way for about 5 years now.

Im Andew, call me Andy, nothing special. Im the 'emo kid' that you shoved into a locker. Yeah. Typical of you to forget. Im not worth remembering, im nothing but an ugly faggot. At least thats what my dad says.

And I believe him. He knows I do.

You could count my ribs if you really wanted to.

But that doesnt mean im thin. I'm still too fat. I look at other people and all I see is beautiful, thin people. Then I look at me and see a whale. A whale with pale blue, lifeless eyes. Sunken cheeks and dark circles around my eyes. A whale with hip bones that stick out too far, and a thigh gap two miles wide. A whale with shaggy, dull, blonde hair.

But still just a whale.

I shouldnt be like this, I know that, I shouldnt worry so much about what goes down my throat, but I do. Sometimes just looking at cheeseburger makes me want to go vomit.

I'm just an imperfect kid.. Looking to be perfect.

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