Tiny (boyxboy)

*two* Loveless

I slowly pulled myself out of the school bathroom just as the bell rang to go to 5th period. I sighed and stood a little straighter.

I was at the point where I stopped feeling hunger. I no longer felt the stomach pains that you get when you dont eat for a few days. Now I just felt empty, but empty was better then fat.

I made may down the halls and into my art class, I was decent at art. When I sat down at my seat, Kora, who sat next to me, handed me a stick of gum. This was the routine. I unwrapped it and stuck it into my mouth, chewing it to rid the taste of vomit.

Kora looked at me, frowning. "Whats the number today?" She asked in a soft whisper.

"89 pounds, its just kind of staying there, bouncing from 89 to 90, depending on the day" I whispered back.

She shook her head and looked down at her sketch pad, "you're gonna end up killing yourself one day" She hissed under her breath.

I simply shrugged and said, "oh well."

That was the most shes ever said to me in one day. I began to wonder if she had become my friend, I didnt have many of those. I had one, his name was Daniel.

Daniel seemed to be straight, that I knew of, he had once said he was bi-curious but I dont think he acted on it. Truth was, I had feelings for Daniel, I wished I didnt, but I did.

I couldnt ever tell Daniel, never. He wouldnt ever speak to me again, so I kept it to myself.

I called him Danny. He and I were bestfriends, despite my problem. He didnt like it, and he tried to help me get over it, but it didnt help.

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I had daydreamed through the rest of the day, it seemed to go by so quickly.