Christian's Struggles

Struggle: 18 Part 1

Tech Pov

While riding in the car with Christian to the warehouse she looked ready to kill. I was kinda scared for a minute because her eyes looked black.

"Umm... Chris" My voice was a little shaky and I tried to play it off by coughing but, I don't think it worked.

" Yes Tech" Her voice sounded deadly and now I was scared shitless.

"What you doing?"

" Thinking of different ways to kill that nigga" What the hell? Who just thinks abouth ways to kill people? I mean I done killed some people in my day but, I didn't think about it I just pow powed. I didn't care how it was done as long as they were dead. I need to talk to her about this because I don't really think she should be the one killing Rome. I mean I don't mind her torturing him but, the final part where he dies I wouldn't want her to do.

"Christian I don't think you should bethe one to kill Rome"

"What do you mean I shouldn't kill Rome?"She was very calm when she said that which made me even more scared.

"I mean you shouldn't be the one to kill him. You can torture him all you want but when he's about to die and he can't handle it anymore I don't think you should be the one to do that."

"And why not Tech?"

"Because it's gonna mess you up Christian. Trust me when my sister killed our father it messed her up. She's in a mental institute now because she can;t stop having dreams about it and she thinks she's a monster. I don't want you to turn in to her."

"I'm not weak like her."

" Oh no, she was not weak at all. My father raped her from when she was 4 to 17. She had to go through that shit for 13 years and I was never there for her. I know it's not my fault that , that happened to her but I do feel somewhat responsible. After, she was born we were separated , I went with my mom and she stayed with my dad. I knew I had a sister but, I didn't want anything to do with her beacause after my mom died I just wanted to forget about it and she reminded me of her."By this time a few tears had came out of my eyes and Christian looked over at me with sad eyes.

"Look Tech I didn't know" She had a look on her face like she felt sorry for me and my sister.

"Don't be it's life shit happens. Christian I didn't tell you that to make you feel sorry for me or anything. I just want you to know that what you do in there will affect you for the rest of your life. I'm not gonna try and tell you what to do because the decision is yours and this is your life."I said as we parked in front of the warehouse.

"How old is your sister?"

" Well I'm 23 so she is about 19 now. I can take you to go see her if you want." I said as we walked to the front door of the warehouse .

"Yea sure I'd like that"

Christian Pov

By the time we made it in the warehouse my mind had changed and I was calmer. Hearing about Tech's sister really did something to me. She went through way more shit than me and I had the nerve to call her weak. Shit, if I call myself strong then she motherfucking Hercules. I made up my mind and I know what I am going to do.

"Boss lady, what do you want us to do with him?" One of the workers said as they brought a in pain Rome in.

"Take him downstairs and I need a large box, duck tape, three bottles of water, hand cuffs, medical supplies, three packs of fruit snacks, and a piece of bread." He looked at me funny for a minute but then told some guys what I needed and went with them to go get them. As I walked downstairs I didn't have any feelings. I guess you could just say that I was ready to get this job done. When I walked in the room Rome had looked at me with so much hatred in his eyes. I got a chair and sat in front of him and went and tore the tape that was on his mouth off. We looked at each other for a while then I spoke.

TO BE CONTINUED......