Christian's Struggles

Struggle: 8

Christian Pov

When I got home I saw my "mother" sitting on the couch. I was making my way upstairs when she called my name. SHIT!! I really don't feel like talking to her.

"Christian please come here"

"What do you want Jessica?" I said coldly stopping on the third step not looking at her.Some would say I'm being cruel but I don't even care anymore I don't have time for her. The only person I need worry about is myself.

" I wanted to apologize and say that I am really sorry for not being there for you.I was being inconsiderate and mean. Yes, I thought that you ruined my dreams of being a professional dancer but, that's not entirely the real reason. When you were first born your dad always spent more time with you so felt like you were gonna break us apart. After he left I guess I just blamed it on you. I took it personally that he talked to you and not to me. I've realized now that I was just being a jealous bitch.I would really love to have a mother-daughter relationship with you."

By the time she was done we both were crying. I was confused on why it took so long for her to admit that but at the same time, I was happy she got her act together.

" It's ok mom I'm just happy that you finally got your act together and I would love to build a mother daughter relationship with you."

She hugged me then I went upstairs to my room.My phone wouldn't stop ringing.I kept on getting texts and calls from Linda and Rome saying they're sorry.I'm honestly not even mad at them I just don't have time for the drama.Yea, I was mad at first but I had to realize that I and Rome weren't together and that they could've done whatever they wanted to do.I do feel betrayed though. Linda and I's  friendship was built on trust and I can't help but think that if she was about to fuck someone I like what would actually happen if I actually got a boyfriend.

I turned off my phone then got in the shower.I washed with my Japanese Cherry Blossom shower gel a couple of times the got out.I lotioned up the put on some black high waisted parachute pants and a black crop top that said boss on it with my high top black and white converse.I got in my car then went to the salon.

I got my nails painted black and blue and I dyed my hair red.I went to the mall next and got some Chick-Fil-A from the food court.As I was eating I felt like I was being watched so I turned around and saw some dude staring at me. I was starting to feel uncomfortable so I went over there to him.

"Um, hi is there a reason why you keep staring at me it's a little uncomfortable."

"My bad shawty it's just that you're so beautiful that I couldn't keep my eyes off you. Oh, I'm Brandon by the way."

" Well thanks and it's nice to meet you Brandon"

"I was kinda wondering can I get your number.He said while rubbing the back of his neck." Awww he seemed nervous.

"Sure," I said as I winked at him.

After I gave him my number he walked me to my car and I went home. I got home around 8:30 so I watched some movies then went to bed.

A/N

First I want to apologize for updating late. My butt hole of a math teacher keeps on giving us too much homework. like that mf gives us a big ass packet just for one night smh. OK so thats enough of my little rant.

Christian and her mom building up her relationship

Should Christian trust Linda again

And

IS Brandon gonna a be a Enemy Or Nah

Next chapter will Brandon in the MM

Christian hair in MM.

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