2 WEEKS LATER
Christian POV
It's been 2 weeks since I met Brandon fine ass and everything has been going great.My mom has been keeping her word on trying to better our relationship. She started going job hunting and is starting online college. I can honestly say that I am proud of her. I still haven't talked to Linda and Rome. I'm not holding a grudge or nothing all I want them to do is apologize to my face like a real person would because personally, I don't think that sending a person a text message to say you're sorry is sincere but it is what it is. I got a new friend though, her name is Skyeisha and that girl is GHETTO and LOUD as HELL. She just moved here from California.
Anyways, I was heading to lunch when I got a text from Brandon.
Your Future - Hey beautiful can you meet me at IHOP for lunch I have to tell you something.
Princess Chris- Yea sure I'll be there in a minute.
Oh Yea I forgot to tell y'all Brandon goes to my school he just transferred. I drove full speed to IHOP . I don't know what Brandon was going to tell me but I felt like it was going to be good.
I saw Brandon sitting at a table and I went over there by him.
"Wassup Ugly "
"Girl you and I both know damn well I ain't even near ugly so cut that shit but I gotta ask you a serious question so stop being silly "
" Okay shoot"
"Christian I really like you and I know we haven't known each other for a long time but I want to ask u will you be my girl "..................................................................................................................................................................................................TBC...........................................................................JK
"YESSS!" I screamed causing some attention to us but IDGAF.I got me a boyfriend.Brandon looked shocked at first but then this nigga got up and started doing the Shmoney dance. I was dying laughing until he had stopped and sat back down looking into space.
"Babe what's wrong you look a like your thinking really hard about something"
" I am but promise me that you won't get mad and leave me at what I'm about to tell you "
" Ok I promise"
" I have a kid his name is Kaden and he is 4" Brandon looked nervous as hell when he said that. I don't know why though.
" Brandon I'm not even close to mad I'm fine with you having a kid.I love kids and in all honesty even if I didn't like them I would have to make a sacrifice because I want to be with "
" I'm just glad that you are fine with it " he then did the unthinkable and he got up and kissed me.His lips were so soft for a minute I thought I was kissing a marshmallow. After that, we got up paid and left.We didn't even eat but it's ok though because the best thing just happened today. We had walked hand in hand together and I all you saw was some people looking at me , like damn I know I'm sexy and all but you ain't got to stare. Brandon and I had our last classes together so we just talked and joked the rest of the day.
When I got home my mom was in the kitchen cooking so " turned on some music so I could do my homework.
Mama said, "you're a pretty girl"
What's in your head, it doesn't matter
Brush your, fix your teeth
What you wear is all that matters
Just another stage
Pageant the pain away
This time, I'm gon' take crown
Without falling, down, down , down
Pretty Hurts
Shine the light on whatever's worse
Perfection is a disease of a nation
Pretty Hurts, Pretty Hurts
Pretty Hurts
Shine the light on whatever's worse
Tryna fix something, But u can't fix what u can't see
It's the soul that needs a surgery
Blonder hair, flat chest TV says bigger is better
South Beach, sugar-free Vogue says thinner is better
Just another stage
Pageant the pain away
This time, I'm gon' take crown
Without falling, down, down, down
Pretty Hurts
Shine the light on whatever's worse
Perfection is a disease of a nation
Pretty Hurts, Pretty Hurts
Pretty Hurts
Shine the light on whatever's worse
Tryna fix something, But u can't fix what u can't see
It's the soul that needs a surgery
Ain't got no doctor or pill that can take the pain away
The pain's inside and nobody frees you from your body
It's the soul, It's the soul that needs surgery
It's my soul that needs surgery
Plastic smiles and denial can only take you so far
And you break when the paper signs lead you in the dark
You left the shattered mirrors and the shards of a beautiful girl
Pretty Hurts
Shine the light on whatever's worse
Perfection is a disease of a nation
Pretty Hurts, Pretty Hurts
Pretty Hurts
Shine the light on whatever's worse
Tryna fix something, But u can't fix what u can't see
It's the soul that needs a surgery
When you're alone all by yourself and you're lying in your bed
Reflection stares right into you
Are you happy with yourself?
It's just a way to masquerade, the illusion has been shed
Are you happy with yourself?
Are you happy with yourself?
Yes
Ah Ah
When the song was done I was crying my eyes out.The song spoke something to me.I had never really realized that before today I was always trying to change myself for the benefit of others and it was killing me on the inside. I now vow to myself that I will always stay true to me no matter what happens.
A/N
Christian momma doing good. Thank God that is a miracle that she taking care of her business
Christian isn't holding any grudges # Real Nigga 4 Life
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