~Jonathan's P.O.V~
I watched them in the corner of my eye, they looked so happy together, they giggled and laughed at each others jokes while I was over here with Nogla drinking Latte.
I didn't want to go here, I wanted to chillax in my house and play "who'se your daddy?" With Nogla, record some shit and edit my videos, but here, I am hurting and currently dying.
Evan invited us to have some drinks in this cafe together with his...ugh, Girlfriend. I don't even wanna say her name I just wanna get out of here.
Nogla gave me a sympathetic look and sipped his latte, I just shrugged and frowned under my mask.
If you haven't figured it out till now, I have a crush on Vanoss,okay? I always have, and that's the problem that I have to deal with right now, because I know that Vanoss is not gay and that he'll never love someone like me even if he is.
And right now, it fucking hurts to have to look at them all lovey-dovey with each other.
I dismissed the fact that the two lovebirds were there..right across our table, flirting with each other.
Rolling my eyes and sighing in frustration, I tugged at Nogla's sleeve to draw whis attention.
He looked at me and smiled.
"Can we go home now?" I asked him. He just nodded and stood up. I took his hand in mine as we exited the cafe.
Holding hands was always the way for Nogla to calm me down, he just let me as he gave my hand a light squeeze to ensure that it was alright.
We walked around the park for about a couple of minutes when he sat at a nearby bench, he patted the empty space next to him, signalling for me to sit down. I gladly did as I rest my head on his shoulder and he rest his head on mine.
"When will this end, Nogla?" I asked him, feeling the threat of tears in my eyes.
He took my hand and said in a whisper "it's going to be alright,Jon, maybe this is all happening for a reason, you never know." Hmm..he's got a point there. Who knows, maybe someday I'll be able to find someone better than Evan.
The friendship between me and Evan went downhill but Nogla was there.
When I broke down and lost myself, Nogla was there to help me.
When I almost ended my life Nogla was there to swat the knife from my hands and snapping me back to reality.
I owe him not just my heart but also my life. We're not dating but he was always there to comfort me.
and right now Nogla was planning on letting me move in with him to California since Evan was being a dick here. He wanted me to get away from all the drama and get my old self back. He was determined to help me and I was glad that I have a friend like him.
"Jon..sometimes you have to fall apart in order to fall back together once again" he said soothingly while rubbing my back. I sighed and nodded,
"Maybe you just need to find yourself again,Jon. You've lost yourself because of what happened and because of that you can't concentrate on things, you can no longer find the fun in the things you do. And that is not the Jonathan that I once knew" I held back the tears, it's true I've been focusing more on my broken emotions rather than taking care of what's left of my pride and confidence
"Come on, let's go home" Nogla said and stood up, taking my hand. I didn't hesitate and walked to our house.
I laid down on the bed and waited for Nogla to turn off the lights. He laid down next to me as I laid my head on his chest, his arm made it's way under me and rest on my waist, I felt safe whenever he would place his head on top of mine, it reminded me that there was still someone who cares for me.
Then I slipped into slumber knowing Nogla was there.
When I woke up, I felt the warm sun shining on my face. I groaned as I felt a throbbing pain in my head. Sitting up, my eyes widened at my surroundings. I was in the woods, the woods that I once played in when I was just a kid. I looked down at myself and found out that I was wearing a plain black shirt and black jeans. No shoes or flip flops or whatsoever.
