Do you remember when I first saw you?
It was on Starbucks when I'm about to order my frappe.
You accidentally bumped me yet you didn't mind if I was hurt. But like in a cliche story, there's something inside me that says "hey, I like this girl". It was not love at first sight swear...but I was almost there.
You sat facing the glass door of the shop so I also sat facing you. I tried to stare at you for hours but you didn't seem to notice me. You we're so focused on the coffee you bought and I liked watching you drown in your thoughts.
You have an atmosphere of being an antagonist because of your own sophistication. You are stunningly and naturally beautiful but you don't look like you're easy to talk with. I don't mean that you're a bitch, I was just saying that you looked like a snob.
Okay! I think I have made your description worse.
But yeah, because I felt intimidated, I spare myself from talking to you.
Do you remember the second time I saw you?
You proved the quotation " Don't judge a book by it's cover" right.
You were with your friends. Infact, you're always with your friends. And shockingly, they doesn't look like mean girls.
But what surprise me more is you're laughing and smiling. It was unexpected because I thought you're a serious person.
You doesn't look like the girl I saw in Starbucks before. You looked like you're an innocent child. More like, you're a cat because you like to cling and lean your head into their shoulders.
The funny thing is, watching you like that made me imagine the two of us together. I imagined that you're clinging unto me and we hold hands everytime we're together. I almost imagine you and me hugging in the shades of the tree but of course, before it goes into something, I shrug it off.
It's gross in a way because I think you wouldn't like me and I think we wouldn't be a match because of you're too perfect in my eyes.
On the third time that I saw you, 8 months have passed. For the months without seeing you, my mind was bugging me to find you but a part of me always say no.
I wouldn't
I couldn't
Where on earth would I find you when you didn't even go to Starbucks anymore and when you live in a different neighborhood now.
Okay. Fine. I tried to find you but my luck seems to fail me.
Sorry heart but Thank God! At least I could raise my hope for getting a better love. But God, if it's your will, help me to see her. I prayed in desperation.
My eyes are closed when I hear children's noise. I opened it and then I found you chuckling as you give the children candies.
"Thank God! You're awesome!" I burst into myself. God gave me what I asked for the moment I have prayed. Thank God! You really are something!
I walked towards you as you finish giving them candies. I felt nervous, excited--I don't know! It feels like my heart is exploding so I really don't know what I'm feeling back then.
There's one left in your hands and you're looking for a child who doesn't receive a candy yet. I was there in fron't of you but again, you failed to notice me until I said "can you give it to me?"
You raised your eyebrow reason for me to gulp but you took back your impression and smiled to me. "Okay. Hope you like it."
On the third time I saw you, we became friends and because of that I never just see you by chance. Our friendship became the reason for me to always see you again and again.
