Love, you take my breath away (JALEx)

Nothing More Than a Casual Fuck

What the fuck!" Austin screams, shoving me off him and onto the floor. I feel my face turn bright red as everyone stares at us. "I'M FUCKING STRAIGHT YOU EMO FAGGOT!!!" He screams at me before stomping off. I look over at Alex and see him Zack and Rian rolling on the floor laughing hysterical "You've fucked up now Barakat!" Someone shouts laughing. I bolt up the stairs, tears pricking my eyes. I find a bathroom and lock myself in. I sit and cry, I debate weather or not I should go home or just kill myself so I don't have to go to school Monday. There is a sudden knock on the door followed by, "hurry the fuck up! Some people need to pee!" FUCK ME! Its Alex! I groaned and opened the door, knowing I looked like hell. "Jackeyyy! I was wondering where you went." He slurred and almost fell on me. He was very drunk and it made me wonder how long i had been in there. "Hey remember that time i made you kiss Austin?" He asks breaking into giggles. "You're really funny." I start to leave but the next comment catches me off guard. "And you're so fucking cute. You make me just want to grab you're ass and fuck you all night." He says, giving me a light slap on the ass, making my cheeks turn pink. "Come here" he grabs my shirt roughly and pulls me up next him. He crashes his lips down onto mine, kissing me deeply. Our lips move in sync and I wrap my arms around his neck pulling him closer. A small moan escapes him when I bite down on his lower lip. He pulls me all the way into the bathroom and locks the door before shoving me up against it. He trails kisses down my neck, sucking on my soft spot and making me gasp. He picks me up a bit giving me the opportunity to wrap my legs around him. I pull his lips back to mine and slide my hands up his shirt. He sets me down to take it off and i plant kisses down his stomach until i come to his jeans. I start to take them off but he stops me, pulling me back up to kiss him. I force my tongue into his moth and feel his heart speed up and his breathing becomes shallower. He pulls away from me and i look into his eyes. That's when i realize hes not really drunk.

"Oh my fucking god! Are you trying to ruin my FUCKING LIFE! YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE!!" I yell at him, hes not even listening, hes is pulling at his hair and hyperventilating. He is not laughing and I don't know why, he actually looks like he is freaking out. I take a step closer and he snaps at me. "Get the FUCK out!" He yells , many tears are staining his cheeks and he looks like hes having trouble breathing. ""Alex?" I ask puzzled. "I said GET OUT!" He screams, barely able to take in a shaky breath before throwing up, luckily in the toilet. "Shit." I say not exactly sure what is happening "Alex, calm. Look its okay." I say hugging him tightly. "I'm such a fucked up person." His voice is raspy, but at least hes calmed down some. "What were you doing anyway? Why did you just pretend to be drink and then make out with me after humiliating me in front of everybody?" I question cautiously. "I didn't want to, Rian talked me into it, also it gave me an excuse to get you to come. And I made out with you because....... because i think you're really cute. But then you started to take my pants off and I realized I didn't want to  have sex and I just got really scared." He confessed. He cried into my shoulder and I rubbed small circles into his back. "Here, lets get you cleaned up, so people don't ask annoying questions or something. Though they are probably all to drunk to care." I tell him going over to the sink, i wet a wash cloth in warm water and wipe his face of tears and clean up his stomach of a little puke. "There, good as new" i tell him with a small smile, handing him his shirt. "Thanks." He mumbles pulling the shirt over his head. "Hey Jack, umm, my parents are out of town and I really don't want to be alone after what just happened but I really don't want to stay here." I stare at him dumbly. "So, can i stay with you tonight?" He asks. "Uhh, ya sure." What else was I supposed to say.