Love Can Hurt (Louis Tomlinson)

Chapter 19

I pulled up outside the small café next to the mall, where I was meeting up with Dani and Perrie they were the only other two I could trust besides my sister who couldn't make it to be able to keep Tyson a secret for now.

I walked into the shop with Tyson in a blanket over my shoulders. I took a seat at a table for four an waited for my two friends to arrive.

The two girls arrived wearing casual outfits and took the seats opposite of me, "So what was so important?" Perrie asked while taking a look at the menu, "this" I replied and lifted Ty up in plain sight for my two best friends to see.

I explained everything to them from when I walked in on Louis cheating on me to giving birth my Tyson. They were shocked and extremely confused. They had promised to keep it a secret before Dani had to go off to her first day of Uni, she was really excited because she was taking a course in fashion.

As I finished my hot chocolate I said goodbye to Dani & Perrie before buckling Ty into his seat and heading back home.

When I arrived home the house was quiet as Oreo ran up to me and jumped up into my knees, He had grown so much since I gave him to Li for his birthday.

I put Tyson down in his temporary cot and decided to go into my room.

I walked in and the smell of beer hit me, I looked around and saw about 10 empty beer bottles around and dirty men's clothes everywhere.

Lou had been sleeping in here. Great. Probably with that skank Tess. I sighed as I picked up a washing basket and started putting my clothes into it. 

I was going to move my bedroom upstairs so I could be closer to Tyson.

I placed my laptop and makeup in the basket when I heard a loud cry come from outside. I dropped my basket and ran outside to make sure my baby boy was ok.

When I got to the living room, I saw Tyson being cradled in someone's arm.

Louis Arms.

"What the actual fuck are you doing holding my baby?" I said through gritted teeth.

He laughed at me.

He actually fucking laughed at me.

"I'm not an idiot Alex, He's my son too" He said as he looked up into my eyes. How on earth did he know.

"How are you so sure, prick" I retorted putting my hands on my hips.

He chuckled - yet again.

"Youre nothing like me Al, you don't sleep around" He said placing Ty back in his crib, his voice became more gentle.'

"Hes beautiful" He chuckled lightly wiping away a few tears that slid down his face. "He has your eyes" I said quietly, Lou looked up and smiled at me.

"Look Alex, I'm so, so, so sorry" He said tears running down his face with his lips quivering.

"Don't-" I started but he cut me off.

"No Alex, Don't 'don't' me, please. I know what I did was wrong, extremely wrong, but I love you  Alex, you and only you. We have a family now, He needs his father. Please Alex, give us another go" He whispered the last part.

I sighed.

"I'm sorry  lou, I can't, I can't forgive you. But I cant stop you from seeing Tyson either, he is your son" I said running a hand through my hair.

I looked up at him, he gave me a weak  smile.

"Just know Alex, I still love you, I'm really Sorry"

Authors Note MUST READ! IMPORTANT INFOMATION.

Well hello again guys :) Long time since I updated but Im off school with a broken ankle and I tend to get very bored, new chapter up sometime soon, but in the mean time can you all PLEASE check out my new book "Over the edge (Niall Horan)" I love this book and I personally think it is written really well. Here's a teaser for you.

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I stood around the white coffin. She layed perfectly still. No movement in her chest. No movement anywhere.

She looked as if she were sleeping. If only. My heart yearned for her laugh. For her kisses. For the way she held me close to her. Tears fell from my eyes as I held the rose close to my chest. Today was last time I would ever see her face.

The last time I could feel her ginger hair that she always complained about. The last time I could kiss her soft pink lips.

"Could all family and friends who wish to pay their respects in a  more private matter please stand aside" The priest said.

I moved aside as other family members gave me a weak smile before heading off to the reception. As I stared ahead of me Memories came back to me of how it all began. Of how she ended up here.

Dead.