Love Can Hurt (Louis Tomlinson)

Chapter 14

Louis POV

Liams words hit me like a truck. How can I loose my baby girl? I love her, I love her so much. Now I regret everything. Fighting with her at dinner, Leaving her alone in her bedroom and...and cheating on her.

I don't remember much of what I did next but all I know is that I ended up passed out on the floor. When i wokeback up I was in a chair with the boys around me talking or just sitting there in silence.

"Sleeping beauty Awakens" Nialler said giving me a small smile. I smiled weakly at him before remembering why I was here in the first place.

I got up but Niall set me back into the seat. "Mate, you need your rest" he said giving me a stern look, I slumped back into my seat and closed my eyes.

I opened my eyes back open and looked around the room, I was in a waiting room with Liam and Niall. Harry and Zayn had gone to get food from what I could remember.

I looked over at Liam who looked as if he had been hit by a bus. He had bags under his eyes, his eyes were bloodshot and what was left of his hair was a mess. I honestly just wished i had listened to Alex.

Liam POV

My head felt as if it would explode. With Alex in surgery and the rest of the boys looking like Zombies I was a wreck. It had been over 5 hours since The doctor had spoken with me, And all I could do was hope.

I cant believe she would stab herself. Why did she do it in the first place?

I looked over at Louis and wondered why he had been so pissed when they had arrived home from dinner.

I couldn't be bothered asking really.

As we were waiting One of the Doctors emerged from her room. "Is there any news?" I asked her. I had decided that putting Alex under immediate surgery would be best to fix up her wound and they would try to get rid of the tumour while they were there.

"We are just finishing some stitches on her stomach. We got rid of 80% of the tumour and within the next few days she should make a full recovery. But she will need to come back for regular check-ups and you will need to keep a close eye on her from now on" The doctor said.

I stood up and faced her. "When will I be able to see her?" I asked just as everyone else stood up.

"You will be able to see her now if you like. She is in an induced coma though so i'm afraid she will only wake up once it wears off" She finished before smiling at me.

I gave the boys a look and we ran.

She was in room 87 so basically we ran like hell to there. We all stopped with a halt before peering into the room.

Alex was lying on the bed cords coming from everywhere possible. Her stomach was left open and you could see the scar from where she had stabbed herself, It was now stiched back up.

I also noticed that her normally long curly brown locks were covering the ground.

I guess they had to shave it off for the operation.

I opened the door and walked in with the boys following me. I hovered over the side of Alexandras bed with Harry on the other side.

I rubbed my thumb along her forehead.

"How could you be so stupid.." I whispered to her. 

I stopped rubbing as I noticed something along her arm.

There were red scars all up the length of it She also had black marking on the upper part of her arm. There were even rope burns on her neck.

Then it all clicked in my head. While I have been busy with work and the boys, she's been attempting suicide. And I didn't even notice. What sort of a brother am I, when I don't even notice when my own sister is depressed and suicidal.

"I am so sorry baby" I whispered to her as I kissed her forehead.

Suddenly there were these siren noises coming from her heart monitor. The usualy bumpy line was now less bumpy.

Nurses and doctors came in ushering us away. They started pumping her chest. Then I realised what's going on.

She was loosing her heart beat.

A/N Okay Guys. Go ahead. Kill me.

I am So sorry and I really mean it.

I am the ablolute worse author in the history of wattpad.

I don't update regulary and The chappys are so short!

From now on One chapter a week plus they have to be two pages long at least. Yeah that sounds like a good Idea.

Also I am going to start this whole So many votes for the next chapter.

So maybe 15 votes for the next chapter? Thanks.

Love Renee xxx