The Gilbert Wolf

Klaus

So, when I wrote this story on the fanfiction.net page I got a review about what Klaus would do when he found out that Amy had left. So I wrote down my thoughts on that and I decided to write this before writing the one about the ball.

This is Klaus'P.O.V.

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I can't believe I actually forgot about Amy in all of this. She's so different from the rest of her family. When I saw her here at the mansion and I saw how heartbroken she was, it destroyed me. She hated me and I don't blame her. I screwed up big time. I had to fix it somehow.

I ran out the door and went over to the boarding house first. I knew she wasn't there. If it was some other place she felt safe, it was the Gilbert house. I had to try. I had to get her back. I couldn't function without her. This was the first time in a thousand years I've felt like this. I know I loved Tatia but it wasn't like this. Amy means so much more than that. Despite everything I've done in the past, she doesn't judge. Until now. I just tried to kill her brother. She loved him so much. She would choose him over everything else in this world. Including me. I never understood why I was attracted towards her. She was beautiful but I've met my share of beautiful women in my time.

Amy challenge me in every way. She doesn't take my BS. She's herself around me. She's the most real thing ever.

I was outside the Gilbert house. I knew she was here. I could feel her, hear her steady heartbeat. It was the most beautiful sound in the world. I knew it was a long shot but I knocked on the door. The door opened and there she was. My Amy. The only one I needed most in this world. I would've given up my beloved hybrids for her if she asked me to.

Her eyes were red and puffy. She was still crying and she was so beautiful. All I wanted were to hold her and make everything ok again. She only looked at me. She was in so much pain. Jeremy appeared beside her. He looked at me once before slamming the door in my face. I don't blame them. I heard Amy falling to the floor sobbing. I hated this.

"It'll be ok, Ames. I promise." Jeremy took care of her. That's good.

"I just want the pain to go away." That was the last thing I heard before zooming off. I decided to see her again as soon as possible. 

I stayed away from her the following day, thinking she needed to have some space. But the first thing I did when the morning came around again, was to go the Gilbert house. I looked through little Gilbert's window. It was empty. His things were gone. If Jeremy is gone, there is a good chance Amy's gone as well. I got to the boarding house and slammed the door open. Elena and Damon were in the living room.

"Where is she?" I growled, grabbing Damon's neck.

"She left." Elena said frantic. "She left with Jeremy this morning. She's not coming back. Not for a while anyway. I got angry and threw Damon against the wall.

I left in a rage and down to the grill. I did not care how early it was. I needed a drink now. I compelled my way to a bottle of bourbon and drank every drop of it. On my way home, I fed on some people and left them for dead. I didn't care.

I got back to the mansion and went up to my room. I was so messed up, drunk and angry. I trashed my entire bedroom. When I had nothing left, I fell on my knees to the floor. With my head in my hands, I started crying. I'd lost the only person in the world I really needed. I'd lost the woman I love.

I have no idea how to get her back.