The Boys Next Door (Discontinued)

Chapter 14

After a few minutes of Louis and I hugging silently, I break the hug and smile at him.

"Thanks Lou. You're amazing." I say as I kiss his cheek.

He smiles,"you don't need to thank me."

"Yes I do."

"What ever pheasant."

I laugh and take his hand pulling him outside where the rest of our friends still are. Sadly, Niall's there too.

Louis leans down and whispers in my ear, "just ignore him love."

I look at Lou and give him a small nod. He kisses my cheek, causing me to smile. He smiles back and sits us down on a two seater chair.

Everyone's in their own conversation except for me. I'm sitting here just playing on my phone and trying not to break down. No matter how okay I seem I'm actually dying on the inside.

-----4 hours later-----

The lads went home and now the girls and I are getting ready to sleep. They haven't really talked to me. But I understand... If I were them I wouldn't even wanna live with me.

I sigh and go on my balcony. The sun is setting and it looks so beautiful. As I sit down I start to think about everything. Why does this stuff happen? Why can't life be fair?

I start to cry as I realize that nobody's ever going to love me. Not even my own parents love me, so why would anyone else? Maybe life would be better if I weren't around.... It probably would be.

One less person to worry about. I'm useless anyway, what would be the big deal? I know if I tried I wouldn't succeed. I'd just chicken out like I always do.... Yes I've thought about it before. No I've never attempted. No I don't cut. I refuse to I promised Erica I wouldn't so I won't.

I finally pull myself together and go to bed. Falling into a dark emptiness.

When I wake up the house is quiet. But there's the sound of rain and thunder. Finally a thunderstorm. I love storms, don't ask why, I honestly don't know. I get up and walk downstairs to see nobody up. Surprise surprise. I say sarcastically. Then I see a note.

It says:

"Dear Cassie,

We let you sleep in. When you wake up get dressed and come to this address. (Random fake address here)

Make sure you wear casual it's nothing special. We just feel bad for your birthday being so horrible. We'll see you soon!

Love,

Erica <3"

I smile and run upstairs. I throw on a tee and my naturally ripped jeans. And a sweat shirt. I grab my high-tops and a snapback. And leave. It takes about twenty minutes to get here because I got a little lost.

I walk in and see my four best friends standing there.

"Surprise!"

I roll my eyes. "Thanks guys."

Erica scoffs "come on...." She grabs my arm and leads me to another room. I look around and see a cake and other things.

"Happy late birthday Cass." She says.

"Thank you." I hug her. Don't cry Cassie don't cry.

She smiles and hugs me back. "No prob. You're my best friend I would do anything for you."

"That's more than I could ask for."

A/N: okay so this is pretty much a filler... I have writers block.... So sorry! Love you guys! Over 200 reads!!! YAY! Could y'all go read "Forever or Never" if you're not already? I'd appreciate it! Okay so ill try to write the next chapter soon. Otherwise I might put it on hold for a little while. Alrighty then. BYE ILYA ~C