I woke up. My head hurt so much. My eyes were swollen up and red. This always happened when I cried the whole night long. Everything just got too much for me that day. Ellie said in an interview:"If you are alone and you want to cry, cry." She was right. You just feel better. I saw Ellie as the person who always gives me advice. She was like a good friend just without one thing: she didn't know I existed but helped me through so many things.
I decided to be online on twitter the whole day. I mean what else should I do?
My dad was already at work so I didn't even think about going to school. Ellie never noticed me on twitter but I knew that she would one day. She didn't notice me on that day again but I was sure I won't give up.
Anything could happen.
The people on twitter were so nice to me and didn't judge me. They were better than the people here in my real life. Ok, I can't say that because I hadn't any friends. But they always gave me the power I need not to give up and I don't even know them.
I thought everything would become better.
It was almost midnight as my dad came in my room and said:"Hey girl! I just got home. How was school today?" I looked down. All the memories of school caused streaming tears down my face. But my dad didn't noticed them and walked a bit confused away.
When I looked back at my phone, I saw a tweet from Ellie. It took my breath away. I couldn't believe it. This tweet was the beginning of something that changed my whole life.
Ellie tweeted that she'll tour in my country. I read this tweet like a 1000 times because I couldn't believe it. I've waited for this moment for so long. A dream came true.
I ran downstairs and saw my dad sitting on the couch and watching Tv. I happily ran to him I hugged him tight.
But he didn't stir.
I slowly looked around. I saw bottles everywhere. I realised what just happened.
