Steps To A Bachelor's Heart Zayn Jawaad Malik Love story book #1 In The Bachelor

step's to a bachelor's heart chapter 12

Zayn's pov
I walked into the party and started walking around I love to tell the girls and I can tell they were all I am a some thinking to me as eye candy others were trying to see past that I can tell the Pamela was in the corner just trying to figure out where she fits in and all this that's what I like about her she don't make the first move too quickly but she don't shy away either he does balances yourself out so I walked towards her as I wanted to be able to talk to her she was going to be the one that I was going to speak to first cuz I was going to make sure that she got my attention tonight

Zayn walk to Pamela

Zayn hay would you mind coming outside to talk for a bit

Pamela sure I would love to go out and have conversation with you beat standing here in the corner all by myself

Zayn chuckling that's very sweet,

I took her hand we walked inside so I can have a conversation with her I could tell that there was a lot of girls staring our way somewhere impressed and happy and that I made the first move and went to her were like why her type of look and Shelby they look as if looks could kill note to self definitely send her home tonight

Pamela well what did you want to talk about

Zayn well I would really appreciate to get to know you so tell me about yourself besides the fact that you're a single mother of a 16 year old or was it 15 year old which is it

Pamela my son Tyler is currently 15 going on 16 but he acts like he's 20 in a very mature way cuz he's always been there to help me out when I'm down and I've been there for him vice versa and maybe my son but he's also like my little buddy we can always count on each other when the chips are down nice to have a good bond with your child and only thing that I hate it when I have to ground him or something like that but that's me being a parent you gotta know when to be her friend and you gotta know when to be there mother just got to find the balance

Zayn you are totally right on that because I have that same relationship with my mother and I think my mother would get along with you believe it or not

Pamela thanks cuz her interviews I seen your mother and she seems to be very sweet woman

Zayn she is

Pamela long curly social assistant raising Tyler because I can't seem to get work right now but I do have courses I don't to get work at certain times of the year back home because of the seasonal thing I'm a contractor when I do work I have all the credentials and everything but right now that type of work is kind of hard to get back home and when you have your unemployment runs out what do you do so I had to go on social systems after a while

Zayn well you do what you have to do to survive and I'm sure you're a good mother from what you say the way your son that describes you and you describe your son

Pamela we always did tell me no matter what I'm there for him and I care from the right way and I teach him how to be there for other people as well you always got to put yourself out there you know never put yourself down

Zayn yes I like that side to you you're not a girl you're a girl does free to show what she really is and who she is and I like that about you you're definitely one that knows what she wants because you're here and you're not afraid to be honest which is good and I appreciate that but I don't want to be with a girl does not going to be honest about who she is I don't like fakes and I can honestly tell you I'm taking your warning about Shelby very seriously

Pamela how good I think I should give you time to talk to other girls as well because I want to be fair they want to be hugging you all night with talked about an hour here so so I look forward to talking to you more though if you keep me around

Zayn and that's another good thing about you you not hogging my attention you want to be here to get to know me but you also want to let me get to know the other girls which I liked

Pamela well I am here to find true love but this is not me about me this shows me about you is your one who is based about your The Bachelor in the end it got to be your decision

Zayn and you're also thinking quite logical as well which is a good way anyway I might talk to you later again tonight

I had walked off and start talking to a lot more of the girls will be being one of them and I I found out how big of fake snob she is so I'm definitely keeping her around that's for sure just then I know it's the Christopher Harrison came out with the first rose after I talk to him all the girls tonight I'm pretty much means yours talk to all of them to be fair I finally figured out which one I'm going to give the first rose to and of course it had to be Pamela just something about her still sticks up the paired to the other girls

Zayn I picked up the first rose and walked out to find her I can say all the other girls had there eyes on me

I walked up to Pamela who was sitting with Kat

Zayn excuse me didn't mean to interrupt your conversation lady's but I was wondering Pamela if you accept this first rose

Pamela I would love to

Zayn will here you go my lady

Pamela well thanks kind sir

And with that I went inside to get ready for the rose ceremony and I could see the girls are all looking at me in noticed I returned without the rose but none of them saw you I gave it to you because they were all inside so they're probably curious to which one of the girls outside. The rose when Ellen came in from outdoors the actor who got the Rose cuz you were at the you could have probably seen

Ellen zayn gave the first rose to Pamela

Kim well is a sweetheart and deserves