Steps To A Bachelor's Heart Zayn Jawaad Malik Love story book #1 In The Bachelor

step s to a bachelor's heart chapter 27

Pamela POV

I woke up in his arms I felt good last night was great I couldn't believe it when I see me love I'm thinking to myself I'm in love with Zayn Jawaad f****** Malik I can't get over the fact that I actually did that but then again if i upgrade and was truly wonderful he actually took the time out show me how much you care for me and that was really good because I have not felt that in a long time I mean it hasn't been a guy in a long time the last time I been with somebody was before my son's father walked out on us I want to make sure that everything is good and everything that's right I'm trying my best to love because it was so hurt since I've been hurt before but now I'm willing to open up again and he is telling you the one

Zayn wakes up morning beautiful how did you sleep last night I slept really good considering I had you against me and I have my phone with a gorgeous woman last night that I can trust and love for who she is and you do know that I have to make a choice between you and two other girls besides but you know that you are definitely one of my front runners like I've always said to you I don't want to hurt either one of you girls at all but I'm falling hard for you and that's the truth I can't deny my feelings towards you I have to let you know that

Pamela well thats good to know that you cannot deny your feelings because I cannot deny the fact that I'm falling for you as well I have have to tell you that up front and you have made my heart open up again since I met you and yes I understand well that you are going to be picking between me and two other girls and you have to follow your heart and stuff as well and I know that you do say you're falling for me which is good but who is this your feelings for the other girls was not stronger than what we just did but I'm thankfully glad that you actually made love to me because I felt very good and I'm proud to say I can actually do that I guess how many girls get the privilege of saying they were with you

Zayn how sweet and wonderful life anyway we better get up and have some breakfast and do what we have to do before we head back here often because once we get back I have to get ready to make a decision to which one of these three is going home but I have a feeling that's definitely not going to be you tonight for some reason after what we did last night I have to try to keep you around longer so I told you you're definitely one of my front runners I can tell you that much I'm getting stronger and I'm not about to let you go

Pamela well I'm looking forward to everything that you're going to do because if we are going to go a bit further and I do make it to the top 2 I'm really going to enjoy my time with you if I am to be in the one you pick I'm going to tell you right now that I'm going to love you unconditionally because that's what you're showing me right now and I haven't had that in a long time and I really appreciate it

Zayn well that's the way it's supposed to be when you fall in love with someone you supposed to love them unconditionally and know that they're going to be there for you and that's exactly how I feel when it comes to being around you and that's a lot of good facts that you know that I love you for you no matter what happens I just know that I do love you because I have got to follow which one I love the most I just need you to know that so I am definitely going to tell you this right now I am falling in love with you Pamela Walters

Pamela I'm truly happy to know that much I guess the fact that I know that you do care enough to want to keep me around is enough to keep me want to believe in love again and I understand of his insurance is not like you're dating one girl your eyes show trying to find the love of your life so yeah you're going to go through the girls and see how things are but I'm just praying and hoping that the end is going to be me I'm but if is not I am going to support the one that you pick and I am going to be here for you as a friend I'm always going to respect you no matter what

Zayn do you know because no matter what I want to have you in my life somehow because I want to have connection with you in a good way and you're worth being around and don't ever let anybody make you feel like you're worthless ever again because you are one of the most sweetest powerful and nicest woman I have ever met cuz you've always been there you have been a strong woman because look how you're raising your son you have everything to love and to be you are one of the best girls out there and you have a good sense of humor and you know what I will always respect you for who you are now let's see who I will end up with I can't say for sure if it's going to be you or one of the other girls but I definitely can tell you this much time now I definitely feel like you're definitely going to be in my top 2