Zayn's pov
I took Pamela's hand and walk back to the car with her cuz I just want to spend more and more time with her I got a feeling that I'm going to be getting stronger and stronger feelings for her and when I spend with her yep she's definitely going to be in my final 2 I keep saying to myself. But I'm not going to lead her on or anything about that just yet because I want to make sure all the girls have a good chancePamela you know I'm having a wonderful time tonight preciate the dinner and everything I was never mind I'm by a guy before it was a nice change I may be in time tomboy but even a tomboy likes it when their boyfriend is romantic or something like that and that technique on your boyfriend yet because this is the show and you have to find which one of those girls you want but I'm just saying it that way cuz its user describe
Zayn well the way I'm looking at it right now is like I have a bunch of girlfriends cuz I'm trying to find the right one and you know you girls are all sweet and your own rights but I am nearing down and getting rid of the ones I don't have the connection with but I can almost say so far I have one of the strongest connections like I said earlier with you but I still need a fair to the other girls
Pamela and I want want you any other way anyways so I guess we're almost to your house so this is going to be nice when you spending the night with you again and I really did you like the first time I spend the night with you I was just talking about getting to know each other better and the more I spend with you on this show the more I think about you so yeah I'm liking being around you and the more I feel comfortable around you has a feel comfortable around a guy relationship wise in a long time so thank you for making me feel at ease when it comes to men and that way again and putting my heart back up there
Zayn well you are quite welcome comes to stuff like that now come on that's good going to my place cuz I really want to spend the night with you beautiful
Pamela wow I've never been called beautiful by a guy before so thank you even a simple little gesture like that can make a girl feel worthwhile because I've always been picked on when I was younger call fat ass and everything but I had to adapt and start working out and doing things to make myself feel better the only time that they would get whistles and everything about is when is when I was doing my contract job that I would bend over to pick things up because something a contractor I have gotten quite good shape and the guys joking around the work with me what was the love my butt but it was only joking me like buddies type thing because the guys I work with for more like friends you know like brothers yeah I guess you could so I was one of the guys
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