Steps To A Bachelor's Heart Zayn Jawaad Malik Love story book #1 In The Bachelor

steps to a bachelor's heart chapter 21

Zayn pov

I woke up the next morning with my arms around Pamela actually felt good my connection with her keeps getting better and better and I love the fact that she is really opening up to me more and more she's a sweetheart who deserves to have the best of life and hopefully through this experience by the end of it I can give it to her facies Deathly like I said my front runner and I love the way that her lips taste when I kiss her yep you're falling hard for her Zayn Jawaad Malik

Pamela wakes up and comes close zayn morning how are you doing this morning handsome you know that was the first good night sleep I had in months cuz its so hard dealing with everything you know

Zayn can be considering you said that you had to put out of you watch Frasier song on your own because his father just suck then left and all this junk that's going on with Shelby is not good either

Pamela oh and that reminds me my friend Jennifer said that you said that when your body guards to watch Tyler and make sure he was okay because this whole thing going around with Shelby I really appreciate it cuz at least this way I know he is safe

Zayn will trust me if you're going to be on the show and she's making threats and you and your son I'm not going to let anything happen to either one of you so I should have all of us here the police back home from where you're from of the notified and has a bodyguard with your son so yeah I'm making sure everything is OK but the people at home are not saying why your son has a bodyguard there just saying that there's something going around and your son was a witness to it your son knows the truth though because I can't say too much because the show so he's basically in on that little thing

Pamela while my son will do anything to keep me safe just like you will he what a really protective bear when it comes to his mother

Zayn well there's nothing wrong with him being that way he love his mother so he's going to protect her and that's what children do when it comes to their mothers and vice versa and I was talking to someone on the phone when this plan will came into action to keep them safe and he thanked me for showing you what real love is but being here for you and being the person I am but he also understands that I have other women here and I have to follow my heart but he has a feeling that if I end up with you or not either way you're going to be a big part of my life because if we don't work though he said I got a feeling you'll stay good friends with her and if you do work out she'll be the best and happiest woman alive he said so good to know that your son is okay with me I guess

Pamela trust me he would be more than okay with you because when it comes to someone loving me that's all he wants because he knows all the s*** I've been through with my past relationships and he doesn't like the fact that his father to something walked out on us

Zayn yeah I can tell how about we get ready to go downstairs and I can get you some breakfast and everything in that cuz its still early and we can cuddle up in front the television for a bit before I have to bring you back to the main house with the girls and I have another little make out session he says to tell you the truth you're the only one on kissing because you're the only one here that I have kissed I just can't get the other girls to comfortable enough for me to month against them and not just that I don't really feel that connection to hunt against them

Pamela yeah I know what you're talking about but I do have a feeling that Kat might be willing to kiss you because she just never had that opportunity to hear the other girls have and I know she will do when she gets the chance from you

Zayn which is really sweet of her and everything she is a sweet girl that's why she's a second place or so far you two girls seem to be the ones that draw me the most but you're the one that draws me the most most and I mean she is sweet and everything for her age but I am looking for some of the older but if I was to go with someone a little younger it would be her so I'm just looking through all this and making sure I'm following my heart the way I want to

Pamela if which is a very good idea I need her even said to each other if we ended up being the top two we will be happy for the one that got you and the other one consider you there best friend because we would both like to stay in contact with you no matter what if we could after this and made her promise not to be b****** towards each other because we have him with such good friends in the house where we were roommates its at the hotel first in our roommates in the house 2 but we made that deal that no matter what we're happy for the other one because you got to know when you're doing a show like this you could pick just any one of us and we had to prepared for the heartbreak they can come and I'm so used to being a pair for stuff like that now that I just need to do whatever I have to do but if I do get you I'll be happy you know I love you for who you are and everything to be grateful but I won't be one of those girls that will just break down and not be strong if I don't get you because I learn to be strong over the years raising a child by yourself makes you do that

Zayn well that's a good thing because I only make sure you're strong woman and prepared for whatever life throws at you and it's a good way to be did you got to know how to stand when someone's going to be there for you and only you can count on stuff like that and I can honestly say that if I didn't think you would still be best friends but I'm definitely saying you are one of my front runners

As I was saying all this time I was thinking in the back of my mind but why would they not want to take her I've got a feeling that at the end of this show its going to be me and Pamela and I'm going to be in it for the long haul but I just can't stop the show in the middle that we got it finished the show so I have to be fair to the girls but right now the way things are looking by the time it comes down to the final two she's definitely going to be in it because she has not steer me wrong yet and I got a feeling that I'm going to be there picking her because that's just the way my heart is going right now but I am still being polite and sweet to these girls because I want to see for sure when it comes to the final 2 who will do the other one because you never know something might change along the lines of the show but right now I'm leaning towards Pamela