Is He A She?!

Heartbreak

2020 A/N., Aw we're already halfway through x)

Dedication to ReenaRamsaroop for being one of my BESTEST supporter ever. I love you girl and you look soooo pretty 😍😍😘😘

Unlike the last chapter, this chapter has some open CUSSING. Read with an open mind but I promise you, it's needed here. Because everyone swears (mild or hardcore) during arguments so yeah..

15
Heartbreak

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I was an open minded person. I never got or had gotten jealous when girls flocked around the handsome Jeremy. Because I knew I was what was in his heart. It was a fact that Ayisha and Jeremy involve more skinship than me and him and it had never bothered me. Not even once. Because seriously, they were best friends too.

But do male best friends pin their female best friends on a wall while the said female friends have their hands around the former's neck? Is that a best friend gesture that I wasn't aware of?

I thought of walking forward but my legs halted when I heard what they were talking about.

"She is an absolute prude," Jeremy said as he buried his face in the crook of Ayisha's neck.

"I've been pointing that out for years now, Danuj," Ayisha said and laughed out loud, "Did you see how she squirmed and backed off every time you made a move?"

Were they talking about me?

Jeremy scoffed.

"I effing wanted to pull her and do things. Seriously, what can she do? She's just a spineless bitch who calls me 'Jeremy' in that annoying happy and squeaky voice of hers. I'm the good guy in her eyes, I'm Jeremy, her Prince Charming who gives his girl, space. God, how can someone be that naive?"

'Uthra. Stop crying. We can call the rabbit 'Gonzales' but you can call me 'Jeremy.''

'You look like a tomato.'

'Shut up.'

'Pet.'

'Jeremy.'

I felt sick. Did he just use the f word twice in a sentence? Did he just call me with the b word that's used to offensively call a female dog?

"Why need her when I'm here?" Ayisha purred and they did something that made me want to throw up my dinner.

I have never seen someone kiss before. Even in the movies, I would lower my head when the leads start looking at each other with googly eyes until they're done with their business. But this time, even though I was seeing it live and not on screen, I couldn't turn my head.

'This girl's very mean! Why are you even friends with her? Ayisha, my foot.'

'Uthra, I think... I may like you.'

'Uthra, Gonzales... died. Can I hold your hand?'

'Wow, school first in the boards?! My girlfriend is a G-E-N-I-U-S.'

'Will you marry me if I ask you now? Haha just kidding, look at your face!'

'Why go to another school for eleventh grade? I'll miss you...'

'I love you.'

My hands raised up to touch the warm liquid flowing down my cheeks.

Why?