"Nota, Nota-Dongsaeng wake up" I heard a voice waking me up. I opened my eyes and saw Yoongi "what is it? It's five in the morning" I said covering myself with my blanket. "Come on the guys and me want to show you something" with these words he took my hand and pulled me out off the bed. I don't want to get up "with pajamas?" I asked and he nodded. I rolled my eyes and followed him. He leaded me to the roof where the others was sitting, we took a seat beside them on some comfortable mini beds they ha. They laid back so I did the same. "When we have free time we like to look at the moon and the starts, it reminds us that even when someone shines brighter we are still the same with the others. Just because we are idols we aren't more important, we want to be ourself's , we want to be normal" I heard Namjoon explain to me. That was so sweet. This is why I love my brother and Bangtan Boys, because they are them self and doesn't pretend to be someone they are not. Their character is what makes them so special and no one can Denny that.
There is a little fire in between us so we doesn't feel cold. I really like the view , the moon looks so close to earth from here. I felt someone lay next to me , when I looks I saw Namjoon, he asked me if I'm cold but I shacked my head and we both smiled. I noticed that Yoongi is not here, but how? He was here three minutes ago. When I was about to ask where he is he came back with a tablet with eight cups with hot chocolate and marshmallows in them. He remembered that this is my favorite after bubble tea. I smiled as he gave me one cup. When everyone had one he sat next to me and touched my nose with his finger which had some chocolate on it I laughed and whipped it carefully away. He laughed too"I like you hair color" I said to and he was ready to answer but I was faster and said again "it reminds me of a candy" everyone laughed just like me"just because my stage name is Suga and my hair are mint green doesn't mean that I look like a candy. I have swag I can't look like a candy" I laughed and lean on his shoulder as he hugged me.
I'm in the kitchen with Jin and help him cook, we also talk as long as we cooked. I would never imagine to see all of them or even spend so many time with them. I mean I talked with them so many hours, I slept in their dorm and now I'm cooking with SeokJin, what else will happen? I cut in my hand as I was lost in thoughts while cutting the meat. Jim rushed next to me and called Namjoon to hold my hand under the cold water as long as he brings the emergency box. I can't look at blood so I hide my face into his Namjoons chest. I can hear his heartbeat it's pretty fast. I feel his finger touch my chin placing my face so I look into his brown eyes"are you afraid of blood?"he asked softly "yes..." Before I could continue talking he started to sing softly so I can relax a little. It worked. He leaned a little in and smiled. What is he gonna do?
