As soon as we heard the word cut we stepped back from each other. "What is wrong?" Namjoon asked "Nothing we have the scene , we are finished for today we will see each other tomorrow again the same hour" he answered and Namjoons nodded in agreement. We bowed to him with 90 degrees and went in our rooms to change clothes and get of the makeup. The driver from the van is not back yet so we need to stay here for a while. I laid on the couch in the room and fell asleep.
*dream*
I felt someone press his lips against mine. I opened my eyes shocked and saw Namjoon. Without waisting another second I kissed back placing my hands on his neck. He smiled through the kiss "you want me don't you?" He said playful "badly" I answered and kissed him again pulling him on me. He placed his elbows next to my body so he is not laying on me without braking the kiss. I let my hand glade to his back and lifted myself a little up so I can kiss his neck. When I did that he let out a little moan. I continued kissing his neck and collarbones. Before I even could realize it his hand went to my stomach moving slowly up to my chest. I laid back again as he started to kiss my neck and collarbones. I felt his hand lifting my blouse up. He stopped and looked at me "No don't stop, I want it, all of it" I said. What? All of it? Since when am I so pervert? He giggled and pulled off my blouse as I started to open his shirt. I saw his body and I really don't understand why he is so shy to show it in public. It's just perfect. I placed my hands on his belt and opened it with a gentle move between us. I already can feel him grow in his pants. I smiled a little through the kisses but then he removed my bra. I got a little shy but he calmed me down with a satisfied smile. He started to kiss my neck, my collarbones , my chest and then my breast. I let out a moan without even realizing it as his hand went down into my pants.
*back to Reality *
I felt a hand on my shoulder"wake up sweetie we have to go" Suga whispered to me and I stood up. What happened? Oh it was a dream. I exhaled and bit my lip with the memory of my dream. I took my jacket and went with him into the van. I sat next to Namjoon and Yoongi. I can't even look at Namjoon after that dream. I didn't talk at all the whole time, I just went inside quietly when we arrived. "Nota-Dongsaeng are you ok? You are so quiet today" Jin asked me "yes I'm just tired" I answered him and he smiled "go rest we don't want you to feel like this and you need to be rested for tomorrow. If you need anything call us we will hear you" he said worried about me. I thanked him and went upstairs. I exhaled and sat on the bed after putting my pajamas on. Someone knocked on the door and I answered so he can come in, when the door opened I saw my brother. He sat next to me and looked at me "I'm proud of you you did very well today, very professional" he said and I smiled "thank you Yoongi, you did also well" I answered him "thank you but I do it for years now it should be better" he said "it was perfect , don't push yourself Yoongi , you are perfect the way you are. Me as your sister and every other ARMY are proud of you" I answered and he smiled plenty "what would I do without you?" He said and exhaled, I just smiled at him. "By the way ,do you have already your driver license?" He asked "yes I started with sixteen and I have it now that I'm eighteen. Don't you remember that I told you that I passed the exam?" I answered and asked "ah yeah right" he said and I shacked my head. He grabbed carefully my shoulder kissed my forehead and stood up after saying me that he will let me rest now. I smiled and told him to be careful. I don't want to loose him too. He is the only person I have left. I don't know how I would react if I loose him. He went outside my room and I heard a Boom. I rushed outside my room and saw him on the floor laughing "are you ok?" I asked "yeah just tripped" he answered laughing "over what?" I asked again "air!" He answered and laughed even harder. I laughed too and helped him get up "I though I told you to be careful just a minute ago" I said and fixed his messed up hair. He smiled at me" I just tripped I'm fine. Don't worry I will be fine" he said calming me down. I nodded and exhaled. He went downstairs so I entered again my room. He is so clumsy sometimes. I smiled to myself , put my earplugs on and let * let me know* by BTS play. I love this song so much. I sang along the song softly. It calms me down. I relax with this song. It's so erotic and sweet but my emotions while listening to it are on a roller coaster ride. I feel so many things together while listen to it that I get curious how many emotions some one can feel at the same time. I exhaled and remembered the dream. How he kissed me and touched my body like I am a rose that is ready to break in his hands. His intense look into my eyes what made me melt. Why did Yoongi had to wake me up? I wanted to see what else would happen but I think it's Better like this. I already feel uncomfortable and I only saw this. God please help me I'm getting pervert here. I continued to sing along the song until I fell asleep while listening to it.
