"Dongsaeng I'm sorry but Yoongi" he stopped talking.what happened with my brother? I want to know now! "Tell me Jin I want to know. Just say it!" I was already sure about what happened and I could stop blame myself as I also could not stop blame Namjoon. "Yoongi is still alive but he is in coma. The doctors doesn't know if he is able to wake up. He got multiple injuries as he tried to save you after the crush. The other driver told us that Suga didn't faint in the crush he fainted when he was trying to get you out of the Van. Through the metal and glass peaces he got injured and lost a lot of blood. He also broke the left arm. He hit his head so hard on the crush that he had a bleed in the head which caused the coma. The doctors are keeping him technical alive but they don't think he will ever wake up. We on the only side can only hope that he will." Jin explained me and I felt my tears falling like waterfall. I couldn't stop crying. I can't loose my brother. I can't loose the only person I still have. He promised me he would stay with me for ever. We promised each other we will stay together. J-hope hugged me immediately without even thinking and although I feel a big pain on my stomach I continued crying in his hug. His hugged calmed me a little but not enough to stop the tears. "I want to see him" I said as clear as I can through my sobs. " I don't think it's a good idea" Jimin answered "I don't care he is my brother and I want to see him. If anybody gets in my way to go and see him he will pay." I said serious full of anger. I just wanna see him. "You should rest. Get well first and then you can see him" Hoseok said to me calm. This is logical but I still want to see him. I nodded to him "can someone of you at least go to him and stay with him? I don't want him to be alone." I said to them. Jin nodded and stood up. "I will go" he said and went to the door "call me if you need me" he added in and went outside. I looked at the close door where Jin left. After multiple questions of how I feel or if I need something where I always answered with *im fine I don't need something* which was a lie cuz I need my brother so I'm not fine, I looked at my hand. He tried to save me and injured himself for that. What else would he do for me? He already does everything. I wish I could do something for him too. Aish I have a IQ from over 150 and I can't think of something I could do to help him. My tears stopped as I was lost on thoughts. I thought about what I could do but then I started to think about memories.
*memory 1^Christmas after his debut when he visited me^*
I woke up excited and jumped out of my bed. I went to my brothers Room and jumped on his bed "Wake up Yoongi it's Christmas" I shouted at him. "Nota its early let me sleep" he said sleepy. I just continued to jump up and down. He turned the other way so I went next to him. "Your hair looks awful" I said to him "My hair is awesome. Swag!" He said and I laughed. I heard something cracking softly but didn't care of it "come one Suga wake up... I don't want my Christmas to be Suga free" I said and he turned away with a swag face. I laughed and he stood up walking to his bag. He took out a packed and gave it to me "merry Christmas Nota" he said and smiled. "Merry Christmas Yoongi I rushed like the flash to bring his gift which was some bandanas and a golden necklace. He smiled and told me to open my gift. When I opened it I let out a scream of happiness and hugged him. It was a signed album. The debut album of Bangtan boys and a lot of chocolate.
*memory2 *seeing for the first time their MV*
I opened my laptop immediately when Youngi Called me on FaceTime to tell me their new MV is out. I searched it on YouTube and clicked on it. I started to cheer over him. Oh my brother is so talented and so cute and swag as he says at the same time? And..wait was that Namjoon? Aaaah so sexy! No don't like this into the camera Namjoon! Don't wink at me. God damn it he is so perfect. Oh there is jungkookie...Awww so adorable the golden Maknae. V~ oh his deep voice. There is a not smiling Hoseok in the video aww wae? Aaaah Seokjin so handsome as always. Yoongi saw my reaction through the camera and he was cracking up with my expressions and weird fangirling sounds. He giggled and asked me if u liked it I answered with aegyo. He smiled and giggled at my aegyo. "I'm glad you liked it" he said. "I didn't like it, I loved it " I answered
*now*
My tears started to fall again as I remembered again the promise. Hoseok rushed next to me and asked what is wrong"He promised me he would be always next to me. He promised he will never leave me. He promised he will always be in my life. He promised I won't loose him. " I started to cry. "You didn't loose him" V said softly "Yeah he will wake up you will see" Jimin added it. "You don't understand. He is the only one I have left" I told them and started to tell them about that day we promised to each other. Everyone lost some tears but staid manly and strong, except Hoseok who joined me by crying. Jimin and jungkook tried to calm us as V and Namjoon was there just speechless.
