Recap:
I got home and Jase was sitting on my bed crying with Carson in his arms...
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I slowly walked closer to them and quietly asked, "Jase? What is is Cars doing here?"
"Nicole? ",he sniffled. "Carson is very sick..."
"Sick? How sick? ",I asked.
"I don't know but he has cancer and..."
"How could you not tell me this, Jason? ",I asked. "Why didn 't you make a plan?! You could've asked the doctor if we could donate organs! You are an old enough guy to think for himself for fuck's sake! "
"I'm s -"
"Sorry isn't gonna help your son, why is he lying so still? ",I asked.
"I told you, he is very sick! " he shouted.
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"I once was lost but am found. Was blind but now I see..." we sang.
I took Jase's hand in mine and put my head on his shoulder. I gave his hand a tighter squeeze to reassure him that everything will be fine.
"Thank you, " he whispered. "Thanx for being the best sister."
"It was nothing,"I said. "You were the best brother."
"I wasn't even there for you, instead I said things to that I shouldn't have..."
"No... you were just mad and the whole story with dad...",I said.
"I could've stopped this whole thing and saved my son but... I failed.",he sobbed.
"Hey... listen to me, stop blaming yourself for what happened."
"How can I not, Nicole? " he asked. "I mean look at the situation like this, mom shipped us off to our aunt, you got crazy, dad died, Carson died and you might be pregnant."
"Is that such a bad thing? "I asked. "You could be that father that you could never be to Cars. I doubt that Scott's gonna be there for the baby so It's better that you are there, you know? "
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Sighhhhhhh... Going to the doctor today to get my results. I hope It's negative 'cause I'm not
ready to be a single parent. Oh well, life still goes on. Mary and I are actually on our way there.
Ok, keep yourself together. You'll live through any answer the doctor gives you. Omg-I-am-not-gonna-survive-or-get-through-this! PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER WOMAN!
"Everything alright? "Mare asked me. "You look a little bit stressed out.
"Oh, Uhm... I'm just really nervous,"I said. "I mean think about it, I turned fourteen a month ago and I'm gonna be a single parent. "
"Aren't you forgetting something? "
"Wha? Ohhhhhhhh! Oh my word! You're gonna adopt the baby, I forgot." Woah, how could I forget?
Anyways, we walked in and immediately the doctor called us in. "Ladies, you can take a seat."
"Hey doc, is there a way for me to freak out even if I'm pregnant, without losing the baby? "
"Ma'am, you can ask questions later, "he said. "I first want to give you your results. "
I mumbled a few words before hearing, "Your tests came out positive, you're pregnant. Congratulations. "
I nearly broke down in tears. "H-how far along am I? "I asked.
"Hmm ... you are 4 weeks in. So if you could just return by the next date, that will be great."
"Thanx. "I said slowly walking out to the car. We got into the car and I just sat there in complete shock.
"How ya feeling, hun? "Mare asked.
"There's a little p-person growing inside of me... I am just a little shocked. Wow! 4 weeks."I said.
She chuckled, "All bitches feel this way."
"Excuse me? "I asked.
"Yeah, all girls who get pregnant at a young age are classified as bitches."
"Yeah yeah,"I said. "Come on, drive faster, I want to catch up with Amnesia and you know, chat..."
So we finally arrived and I ran to my phone. I called her.
Amnesia: Amnesia's phone, Kyle speaking.
Me: Uhm ... hi? Can I speak to Ami please?
Amnesia: Yeah sure. *"Nese! Someone is calling you! * She'll be here in a few seconds.
Me: Ok, thanx, Kyle?
Amnesia: Sup, mayo!
Me: Sup, nigga! Hahaha, I just find it strange that we switched nicknames.
Amnesia: I know, right? So girl I didn't have much time to call you so you're probably wondering who Kyle is.
Me: Yeah, if he's your tutor then I'm gonna freak cuz you don't need one.
Amnesia: No, he's Luke's tutor.
Me: Ohhhhh Luke, how's that sexy mofo doing?
Amnesia: That idiot is still looking for you. He thinks I'm hiding you from him.
Me: Shame, poor guy still thinks we're playing hide and seek. Haha! But Ami I really need to tell you something.
Amnesia: Spill
Me: I'm ... four weeks pregnant, eek!!! I am just so...
Amnesia: What! Congrats! Who's the father?
Me: *breathes slowly* Scott.
Amnesia: Oh. Listen, I gotta go, Kyle's downstairs waiting for me. Love you bye.
She ended the call. What was that all about? Is she like in love with Scott or something? Nahhhh!
*knock knock knock* "Nicole? I hope you don't mind but I called Scott over so that you can tell him about the baby."
"K, I first wanna take a nap. What time is he coming? "I asked.
"Past seven tonight, "she said. "I think."
"Shoot! It's half past six! " I shouted. "Why didn't you tell me sooner? " And she's gone.
I decided to take a quick shower. By quick I mean an hour. I just came out of the shower and nearly jumped out of my skin. Scott was already in my room waiting for me. "Who let you in? "
"Your window," he chuckled. "You know you should really close it."
"Yeah yeah. " I rolled my eyes. "Ok, so the reason you're actually here is for me to tell you something."
"Well tell me sista! " he laughed. "Just kidding, I don't ..."
"I know, Scott let me talk," I said. "Sorry. So I first want to ask you what you would do if your girlfriend was expecting your baby."
"Uhh... haha, ha. You're joking, right? You wouldn't randomly ask that," he said while his smile faded.
"Well, I kinda just want the answer for now," I said. "If you want to."
"Oh Uhm... I guess I'd be ok with it since I'd probably be the dad."
"Good, " I sighed. "Scott, I know we're not dating but, I'm pregnant and you're the dad but my aunt wants to adopt the baby."
"You're crazy to think that I'm gonna watch you throw your life away for that woman! "
"What do you even care! " I asked. "You've never been there for me."
He clenched his fists, got up looked me dead in the eyes and before leaving he said, "Don't let her take our baby."
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