better off dead a bvb love story-chapter 1

better off dead a bvb love story-chapter 11

(still alex's pov)

"sweetie u gotta wake up now its the last stop..."

"nooo 5 more min..." i said turning over "get up! cant u hear the lady?wait lady...?" i stirred as some one shoke me again i shot strait up

"hunny you got get up this is the last stop." a large lady said

"oww sorry umm i must of fell asleep...? umm where are we?" i said getting up and walking to the front of the bus

"oh hunnny my last stop was at the main park but since i picked you up at the mall...i figured ya know maybe i should just leave u there...?" she said touching my shoulder gently "are you sure you ok hunny would you like me to drop you off somewhere else?"

"umm no...but thank you..." i said pullying out a twennty

"no hunny you keep it....umm may i ask who those 3 boys were that followed you?" she said stepping off the bus with me it looked really disserted i checked my phone 1:52 oh gosh i had 43 missed calls 82 txts and 22 voice mails i hit the delete all button and shoved it back in my pocket i turned around "mmm its getting late theres a mc donalds around the corner....my treat...i can tell you there...?" i said

"oh ok let me get a coat" she said running back on the bus turning it off and getting her coat

......................... (at mc donalds) ..................

"ok first of alll... whats your name?" i asked reaching for a french fry

"betty betty sue" she said "now then care to explanie the 4 boys and red head?"

"4 red heaed? i tought u saw 3?" i said sipping my water

"well one boy walked out and he turned around looked at you threw the door and walked away about a minute later you ran out crying once you got on the bus i drove away but not before i saw 3 boys and a red head come out...?"

"well let me begin from the begining then...it all happened 4 years ago me my  and oli skyes the first boy that left met at a club we instantly became freindz a year later we met ash prob one of the guys that came after me...anyways me and loi went out a year ago but he left to hollywood cuz his band 'bring me the horizon' got sighned and he couldnt bring me he left and i never got a chance to tell himm....." i put my head in my hands i cried softly

"its ok hunny let it out...shhhh ok now wwhat didnt you tell him?"

i sniffled "that i was pregnent..."i wispered

"oh OH MY! well what did u do?" she said her voice trembling

"well i told ash 'ashley' about it but just him...at first i was goin to get an an...abortion but he talked me out of it so i left and had the baby and now my mom takes care of her i went back to ash and he asked me to move with him to hollywood (they to got sighned) and so i did..." i said sighing

"dont you miss your baby?"

"well ya of coursse but i cant go back i mean ya i visit her but idk ive never told anyone the onlyones who know r u ash my mom and me..."

"oh dont worry sweety itll be alright...ohp im sorry i gotta go my shift starts in 20 min but here you call me when u need me or anythin realy well by then!" she handed me a peice of paper and left

"and now im alone...again" i said i sghed and began the long walk back home...well not home...to cc's...no to ash's...aww screew this...the park it is....

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(authers note)

hey guys umm so hows the story so far? message me tell me what u think umm vote it like on fb fan me even! haha um well anyways got ideas message me and ya ok umm ill post soon maybe idk schools in the way =/ stupid school....