better off dead a bvb love story-chapter 1

better off dead a bvb love story-chapter 9

(still alex's pov)

sammi let go off jinxx and ran over to andy and gave him a hug then cc and finally me

"hey! u must be alex! i've heard so much about u!" she said smiling as jinxx came and hugged her from behind

"ya thanks and u must be sammi!" isaid

"the one and only!" she laughed cc came and hugged me from behind "wait i thought u were with um xavior  is it?... omg r u cheating?!" she wispered the last part so only i could here

memmories started flooding back tears were threatining to spill i couldnt stand it i pulled away from cc and sprinted to the one plce i knew they would never look...hollister. i got there and went straight to the back there was a small mirror on a shelf i looked at myself i was a mess my hair was messy and my make was smeared my eyes were red and puffy i sighed and grabed a random shirt and pulling my hoddie up i went to the cashire "um can i try this on plz?" i asked letting my bangs fall in front of my face she snickered and i heard more snickeres "umm r sure?" she asked "umm yeah" i half whispered "ok um just one right?" "ya" she put a one on the doornob and unlocked it i stepped in side and sighed i let the shirt drop and fell on the bench that sat against the back wall i brought my knees up to my chin and cried thank god there was music loud enough to coor up the sound i sat there and looked at my shoe i pulled it off and turned it over there was a small flap on the bottom i lifted it up and took the small peice of glass i rolled my sleves up reveiling my many scar some still looked fresh even tho i havent cut in a biut 2months i sied and right when the glass touched my skin memmories of me and cc and me and xavior flooded back i quicly droped the glass and looked down there was a small cut barley visible i trembled as i walked over to the glass i picked it up again and looked around i saw a fake palm tree in the corner i lifted out the palm tree and let the glass drop in the basket i put the palm tree back in the basket and walked back over to the bench and sat back down i sighed as i looked back at my phone 19 txts, 4 from andy 11 from cc and 3 from jinxx and 1 from an unknown number i deleted the all, 28 missed calls almost all from andy weird? hmm and 6 new voic mails i sighed and deleted it all i got up and walked to the mirror that was there i fixed my hair and wiped off all the makeup i took out the spar i liner i always keep i redid my eyeliner grabbed the shirt and wrinkled it up to make it look like i had tried it on i looked at the time i had been in the dressing room for almost an hour i sighed "maybe they thought i went back to ash's or something?" i thought i walked out "it didnt fit" i said throwing the shirt at the cash ear and walked out i saw andy back "oh crap" i thought i saw a dairy queen near by (one of those restraunt ones with glass walls inside a mall type one) i speed walked there i looked at the menu i was kinda hungry just as i was about to order i heard my name being called by a voice i havent heard in a long time...