Sweet Nightmares

Friend Death

My father drops me off in front of the school. I get out of the car & started walking to the doors. My friend Jamie got out in front of me, "Hey Natasha, you aren't mad at me are you?" She asked, for some reason. "For?" I replied raising a brow, "oh I'm dating Steve. Please don't kill me, or hurt me." She pleaded. "I'm not mad, why would I be mad? I have a boyfriend that just so happens to be my best friend." I said smiling, "great!" Jamie said happily while she walked off. Of fucking course I'm mad! I had a crush on him for months. He never leaves my fucking head. *sigh* I need to calm down nothing is really wrong here.

I enter the school other known as HELL. Walking to the normal spot that my friends & I hang before the classes begin. No one is there yet, great I just have to deal with this anger by myself. I started messing with my phone when I rings an unknown number. I answer & it was Peter's father, "Nat, I'm sorry to tell you this but Peter was ran over by a truck while walking to school.." he chokes up a bit. "I-i u-under-stand." I stuttered "I h-have t-to go." I hung up and my breath was ragged, this can't be happening. My best friend,  no, no no no. Tears come to my eyes, first my friend dates my crush & now this, what the actual fuck?

I lost all control, I burst into tears. Why in two fucks is this happening? God this is horrible, I'm crying in public, my best friend is most likely dead, & my heart is hurt by my friend.  No one I know & not mad at is coming. Great.

I woke up after that. Not knowing why this is even a thing.