Sweet Nightmares

Frozen Heart

          Warmth is a nice feeling, isn't it? You have blankets to keep you warm when your home gets cold, you have a lover to keep you warm for when life gets snowy but not all have that. I don't, I never will. My trust has been betrayed, I have been left in the cold, my heart has been shattered. It kinda makes you want to take pity on me but don't, I don't need it because I don't care. When someone tries to get to close I push them away. I have read them, they all have that little voice that says 'let's make them miserable, let's break them.' That voice is very stupid, I'm already broken so all you would do is push me farther away from society. Though society is very fucked up in this day and age. You get picked on just for small things, people put you down so they can feel better about themselves, and/or to be popular. Popularity is bullshit, it's full of fake friends, fake enemys, and real headaches. Once you realize this you get put into the 'outcast' or 'losers' part of society but really those people end up being rich and/or very successful in life. Once you get out of school, it's kinda the same thing just you have to pay for a lot more shit. Once you take everything for account and you try to change it, you are labeled insane, when you are perfectly sane. It's the Government's why of making sure that things are in order. All of it's a lie.

I look at the dragon as I hear her thoughts, she has realized the ways of this world in her time here. But I realized that her voice sounded like my own. The things she talked about are the things I try to say. I looked over the dragon carefully, Black scales, a red tipped tail, and beautiful blue eyes. My blue eyes. I blinked to see if I was seeing things but when I opened my eyes, the dragon was gone and I was in front of me. "we have a frozen heart things will never change." second me spoke and put her hand on my shoulder, "It is time to wake up we have work to do."

   With that I shot up gasping for air.