Calm as the Ocean <Finnick Odair>

One Sided Love for Two

/warning- explicit/

I draw in a sharp breath and exhale before opening the door with a sexy pose. In front of me I see a grown man, probably in his early twenties, smirking at me. He has dark green eyes and midnight black hair styled into a quiff. He's not that terrible looking but he's definitely not my type. His age isn't that terrifying either. It's not like he could be my dad or anything. He's just not someone someone I would date. Ever.

I lower my eyes and bite my lip a little, wanting this to be over with fast. I shut the door dramatically and lock it before circling him seductively. His lips turn into a lustful smile before grabbing my hips roughly.

I gasp in fake surprise as he pins me against the wall and kisses me. Even though I don't want to, I kiss back. He deepens the kiss and shoves his disgusting tongue down my throat, almost choking me. While making out, we find our way into my bedroom. I shut the door and continue kissing him in the darkness. He begins to play with the bottom hem of the black crop top I'm wearing, flipping it up a little as a hint. Tired of waiting, he finally takes it off, leaving me in the black lace bra.

He moans in pleasure as I play with his hair while the kissing continues. I play with the buttons on his shirt, undoing them one by one just to tease him. He smirks and just takes it off for me, tired of waiting once again. Very impatient. He unbuckles his pants and throws me on the bed with him on top of me. At least he makes sure not to put his full weight on me or I'd be crushed.

He trails sloppy wet kisses down my neck and onto my stomach. I flinch at each touch and almost vomit, knowing what comes next. I fake moan just to please him. He finally reaches my black lace panties with his kisses and plays with the hem of them. He smirks at me before beginning to lower them. I breathe in, hoping this won't hurt as bad as I imagine.

My vision flashes to the Games, when I was getting raped. I laid on the muddy ground, crushed by a boy three times my size. I feel my eyes widen but I command myself to stay calm. Finnick isn't here this time and if I have a flashback, he'll be killed for sure.

He slips his grey boxers down, leaving the two of us completely naked. His medium sized length is mostly erect but with a few more seconds of kissing, he should be ready. I'll be honest, I'm not a Virgin. But I still didn't get the amazing first sex experience I'd wanted. Instead, I got raped on national television. So now, I guess I'm a sex toy for Snow's perverted little friends who undress girls like me in their heads.

I kiss him, moving my lips toughly against his and trailing my hand down his chest before stopping at the sensitive skin right before his length. I ghost my fingers directly above his length and feel his skin quiver.

He sets himself on top of me before putting on a transparent condom and sliding into me. I fake gasp on cue once more. He thrusts in and out with rhythm, but it doesn't feel right. I'm forced to do this. I'm not doing it by choice.

I begin to kiss him again while he thrusts harder, getting a bit riled up. He moans in pleasure while breathing heavily. He slides his toungue down my throat and explores my entire mouth, making me want to gag. I'll have to make sure to brush my teeth twice tonight.

Hitting his climax, he lets out a loud moan followed by softer groans and grunts. I feel his muscles tensing and retracting roughly. He thrusts in and out of me at a very fast pace but it doesn't hurt me in the slightest. I am completely numb.

Feeling in the mood for some fun, I flip our positions so that I'm on top. He smirks, continuing his organism. I roll my hips and slide down on him all the way, making our stomachs touch. He throws his head back with a loud groan and I continue to swivel my hips up and down, hearing his moans and listening to his agony and pleasure. Thank God he has a condom on, I would never want to get pregnant by this ugly man.