Peace, Hope, Freedom

The Person I...

The Person I...

The person I thought of as my best friend, turned on me,

The person I thought I trusted, told everyone everything,

The person I thought I cared about, didn't care about me.

The person I was close with, talks sh!t behind my back,

The person I was best friends with yesterday, hates me today,

The person I was trying to help, wouldn't listen.

The person I looked up to, almost committed suicide,

The person I looked at as a role model, is anorexic and cuts herself,

The person I looked at and told them they are beautiful, won't let herself believe it.

The person that said they would always be there, wasn't when I needed her the most,

The person that said I love you, only did so I would think I was important to him,

The person that said they have the best life, gets abused and bullied but doesn't tell anyone and thinks she deserves it.

The person I could always believe, lied to me,

The person I could tell my deepest secrets to, wont say anything about hers,

The person I could talk to about anything, stopped replying.

The person that told me I was beautiful, only told me so I wouldn't kill myself,

The person that told me not to cut myself, has never felt a sharp object on their body,

The person that told me to eat, is stick thin naturally so she would never know how it feels to be fat.

Oddly enough, the person that told me not to trust anyone, depend on anyone, or to care about anyone, was completely right.

~Abigale