Finding Music For Love (Nathan Sykes FF)

Chapter 19

Sorry I haven’t been updating, been writing my other stories. But at least I got write this story again. J

A couple of these chapters are going to have some * Flashbacks * of Kali’s past, just to let you guys know.

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Nathan POV

I look at Kali and see her feeling uncomfortable.

“Baby, are you alright?” I whisper in her ear.

“Y-Yeah,” she hesitated, pulling my arm away from her. I fiddle my fingers, wondering what’s wrong. Was it because Max asked her how was her reaction from my arrival?

“D-Do you know where’s the bathroom at,” she asks, not looking at me.

I put my index finger and my thumb to her chin and title her head up, for her to look at me. “What’s wrong Kali?”

She closed her eyes shut, like I was going to hurt and purse her lips,”… I just need to use it, please?” her chin quivers on my fingers.

I sigh,” it’s down over there to the first door on the left.”

She smiled weakly and stood up, walking with her head down.

She didn’t tell me everything, but I’m going to find out sooner or later.

Kali POV

I shut the door behind me and locked it. I turn around and lean my back against the door, sliding down to a sitting position.

I wrapped my arms around my legs and cried. Nathan’s not going to last long with me. I should’ve have seen this coming, but I was stupidly in love and look at where it got me… I’m pregnant… AGAIN! I wouldn’t be surprise if I have another miscarriage.

Nathan is too perfect to be true. It always those type of guys that come with consequences that bites me in the ass.

It reminds me too much about Jake. He was everything a girl would die to have: smart, attractive, funny, popular, muscular and treats everyone like they are his best friend…

When I found out that he liked me, instead of having butterflies and had bees in my stomach full with crazy excitement.

* Flashback *

“Kali!” I hear my friend Mike yell. I know that he’s a complete asshole now since he turn his back on me.

“Yes?” I turn around from my lockers, swirling my mini skirt, acting really sexy since I know Mike had a little crush on me. But what can I say? I love teasing till he has a boner.

He walked up to me, with his hands in his pockets. “Ermmm… you know Jake, Right?”

He knew that I know him because we would hang out all the time. I raise my eyebrows, with my hands on my hips, “moron, you know that answer,” I replied.

“Jezz! I was just saying,” he exclaims, putting his hands up in defense. I rolled my eyes dramatically and waiting for him continue. “He wants to talk to you.”

“About what?” I say plainly.

“Just go to him,” he sighs, pointing to Jake, whose leaning against his locker, looking directly at me. I started blushing and look down at the floor.

“I’ll go then,” mumbled. I walked my way to Jake, looking at the floor. When I finally reached up to him, I found him smirking with his arms across his chest.

“Hi,” I say shyly.

He chuckles and grabbed my hands. He stroked my cheek with his warm hand and lifted my face to meet his beautiful brown eyes. He leant down and kissed my lips passionately. I kiss his back, feeling butterflies form in my stomach when he cupped his hands on my waist.

I kissed back, entering my tongue in his. “You’re so beautiful, Kali,” he says in-between kisses. I giggle while blushing-

“Who’s in the bathroom,” I hear Alexis ask, banging on the door. I stood up, opening the door and dragging Alexis before anyone could see my puffy red eyes.

“Kali, what’s wrong?” she asks, holding me to a hug.

“I-I don’t know if… if I can do this…” I sniffled.

“Do what?”

“Be w-with him. What if h-he leaves me with his kid,” I exclaim, putting my head on her shoulders and hugging her tight.

“Don’t think that way. He’s not Jake, he’s Nathan and he’ll never EVER do that to you.”

“That’s what Jake said,” I screamed threw the tears. She sighs in frustration, having nothing else to say.

I pull away from the hug and looked into her eyes.

“I can’t be with him, Alexis.”

“Why Kali? You didn’t think about that before,” I could tell that she was getting bother from me saying all of this.

“Because he’s a celebrity and I’m a loser of a girl who’s pregnant with his child. You know how many death threats I’m going to get when this gets spread all around the world? I’m going to be depress again and you know what happen last time. I lost my fucking child because rumors got to me! The only way for me to be my normal self again, before Nathan came to my life is… never talking to him!

“What? don’t do that! Nathan would go crazy looking for you! I put you guys here for a reason… and it’s because of this,” she exclaims, pointing to my belly, “how would your child feel if they ask you where their daddy is or why isn’t daddy with us? don’t do this, Kali. You’re going to hurt yourself more then you already are.”

“THAT’S BULLSHIT!”I yelled at her, making her flinch, “I WAS FUCKING FINE BEFORE YOU FUCKING DECIDE ON BRINGING NATHAN BACK TO MY LIFE! I DIDN’T NEED YOUR DAMN HELP! I COULD’VE BEEN FINE WITH MYSELF!’

The RV stopped immediately. I was on the verge of punching her with my now tighten fist.

“How dare you say that,” she says in a disgusted whisper, “I’m your friend trying to do a generous thing…YOU SURE WERE HAPPY WHEN YOU SAW NATHAN AGAIN. BY ALL MEANS, YOU FUCKING SLEPT WITH HIM LAST NIGHT AND YOU’RE THINKING TWICE WITH YOUR RELATIONSHIP?” she yells, walking up to me, only leave inches off each others face.

My breathing gotten hard. I was rather going to punch her or leave. Sadly I couldn’t punch her, I’m too worry for my child. Instead I turn around and swing the door open. I saw five pair of eyes looking at me- specially one with tears. I look at Nathan, then looked at the ground , feeling guilty for what I’m going to do in this very moment…

“…I’m sorry Nathan but… I can’t be with you.”

After those nine words, I walked out the RV, not looking at anyone in the eyes.

I know those words WILL be the last thing I’ll say to Nathan James Sykes ever again!

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A little twist!! It just came up to my mind and I thought “why not?!” ANYWAY! Tell me your reactions of Kali leaving Nathan. They maybe or maybe not ever see each other again…. Leaving Nathan to never seeing his own child… but you’re going to have to see for yourself!

PLEASE VOTE AND COMMENT!

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