Chapter 21

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SOOOOO SORRY FOR THE LATE UPDATE!! PLEASE DON'T HATE ME!!! >_<

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Kali POV

I couldn't say the words! How can i tell them that i'm having a baby with Nathan? "Well...." i hesitated, "I'm...."

"JUST SAY IT," they yelled in unison.

"I'm pregnant," i blurted. All of their mouths gaped. I lowered my head, feeling somehow a shame - once again. 

"Nathan," Siva gasped, "is that true."

"Frankly, Lad, yes, it is true," Nathan sighed, putting a hand on my belly, trying to comfort me, but it's not working.

"Nano is not going to like this," Jay mutter, under is breath.

"I DON'T CARE IF HE DOESN'T," Nathan yelled, sending a little high pitch squeal then normal at the end. For some reason his voice has been off since this morning. He then rose up and faced Jay, looking like he was going to punch his friend.

"Nathan," I sighed, feeling no hope again. They all paid attention to me. "Don't put anger to your own friend. This is my problem. I shoudn't open my mouth in the first place. I'm sorry for ever putting a bad vibe to your manager... and maybe your band mates."

"DON'T SAY THAT TOO," he yelled at me, making me flinch when he pointed a finger at me. I didn't think a person like Nathan would ever raise his voice like that to a women... But I thought wrong. I felt tears streaming out of my eyes. He should've known better when I just told him the things that happen to me in high school, but I took my ground and did the best thing I could ever say....

"You know what, Nathan? Fuck you! How dare you yell at me? How can you call yourselves a gentlemen when you're acting like this? I don't even I want MY child being around you. Matter a fact..... never come into my life again, that will make me the happiest person alive. Isn't it enough that you screwed up the first time," I stood quiet for a moment to wait if Nathan was going to say anything, but he didn't say a word. Then I continue, "Don't bother me anymore. We just may sorted things out just now, but it's all scrambled again." 

He approached me and tried to put a gentle hand till i slapped it off. "WE'RE OVER!" I spatted, pulling out the needles from skin while pain shots in my blood, and jump out of the bed.

"Kali! What are you doing?" Tom panicked, blocking the door so I won't leave. 

"Get out of my way," I murmured.

"No." I heard the others trying to get to me. So instead of letting, oh I don't know: Max grab me till I pass out, I kicked Tom right between his legs. He fell to the floor in pain as I opened the door and run off. I was surprise not to see nurses or doctors blocking the exist, specially since i'm wearing my gown. Shit! My dress... Forget it, I don't have time to run and get it.

It took me nearly two minutes till I was out of the hospital. I knew they were feet behind before getting me, but i didn't want those chances to happen. I turned from left to right, only finding bushes. Great, now I have to hide in there. I hope I don't get Poison Ivy. That's the last thing I need while being pregnant. 

I crouched down in the bushes, felling dizzy with pain. Knowing vomit was to soon come out, I quickly threw up and stood quiet. Multiple footsteps stormed out with curses coming out of Nathan's mouth.

"Shit! WHAT THE FUCK! HOW CAN SHE DO THIS TO ME?" I heard his voice cracking. 

I peaked my head threw the leaves and see Max lay a hand on Nathan's shoulder, "we'll find her mate. trust me."

I thought again if I should leave away from California or run up to Nathan's arms and say that I'm sorry. I sighed, putting my right hand over my forehead till I forgotten about the bleed coming out of my wrist. I touched and screamed from the pain. Way to go, now they know were you are hiding.

Before I had the chances of standing on my own feet, Nathan popped from lord knows where and carried me bridal style. 

"I'm sorry, Babe. Please don't run off like that. You're losing blood and you could've die from it."

For some reason, running off was a stupid idea, hearing his voice - even though it doesn't sound normal - soothed me. "I'm sorry Nathan. Please don't hate me."

"I'll never hate you. Not in a million years from now."

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Once again: SORRY FOR THE LATE UPDATE! problems going on in my life, but I'm trying my best to do my writing! 

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