Picture is of her drawing in class
Courtney's POV"RING. BEEP. RING." The ringing noise, only got louder. It got so loud that my dreams just stopped playing, and I was forced into reality.
I hated when that happened. I would just be sleeping and sleeping, until I heard an obnoxious ringing noise telling me to wake up.
It sucked, I hated school. So much. I hated the bullied, and I hated the way they made me feel. The way they laughed at me, whispered things at me, and even they way they had the power to make me want to hurt myself. Which I sometimes do. Yup, secret number one of mine just got itself revealed.
Secret #1:
I am a self harmer. I've been depressed for about a year now, and my depression is slowly getting better.Now if you want to know more secrets about me, you'll just have to keep reading this wonderful story.
If you don't want to hear my secrets, I warn you to stop wasting your life reading this boring ass story.
"Courtney, you better get your ass up and shut that stupid alarm off." Mom yelled from across the hall, where her room was.
I rubbed my tired eyes and finally broke out of my thought. I turned off the alarm clock on my phone, to see that I only had twenty minutes to get ready.
I decided against being like one of the basic girls at my school who caked their faces with makeup every single day. So, I only put on a simple red lipstick, with mascara and eyeliner around my nude colored eyes. I also put on foundation because why the hell not?
After I was done with my makeup, I had token a plain white t-shirt, black skinny jeans, and a blue bra from my dresser. I went to my bathroom to put on all of my clothes before heading back to my room, for my socks and black boots that reached half way to my knee.
I checked the time on my phone to see I only had five minutes left. I yelled a quick, goodbye to my family before slamming my front door closed with the same hand I held my coat with.
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"Courtney can you answer this question for me?" Mr. Hiller asked. I rolled my eyes at the math teacher and signed.
"Negative five added by positive three multiplied by x which in this case negative twenty three would be seventy four. But don't forget the negative sign. So it'll be negative seventy four."
"Very good, Courtney." He smiled making many people snicker and fight back a laugh.
"I know. But next time, call on someone who actually raised their hands." I sighed again, rather dramatically.
"Save the drawing for detention." argued the beloved math teacher, while staring at the doodle I was making on one of my notebook pages.
Secret Number Two:
I love drawing, and I am pretty good at it.
Mr Hiller actually loves me. I'm one of his best students. But I have that sassy attitude, I never raise my hand, and I never participate. I'm a rebel what can I say?
I ace all of my tests, though. How can I not? It's easy.
The rest of the class rolled by rather too slowly for my liking. However, before I knew it I was yawning in history. One of the most boring classes ever.
"Didn't get enough sleep with all those musical.ly's on musical, you've been making?" An obnoxious voice spoke in my direction. Everyone in the class turned to stare at what was about to go down.
The teacher, Miss Jerrold was to busy at her computer to notice what was happening.
"It's called musical.ly. Not musical, what the fuck?" I laughed, picking at the black nail polish at my nails.
"Oh I'm sorry." Paisley faked an apology. I rolled my eyes, not bothering to reply to her.
I can't believe I was ever friends with her. She is such an asshole. She thinks she is better than everyone else, but she's not.
The only friend she has is Octavia, who doesn't even know what one plus one is.
I can't say I'm better than her either. I don't treat people like shit, or think I'm better than someone else because of my status like she does. I don't have that many friends or people that like me at school, though.
My life hasn't been the greatest, the scars behind my itsnickbean, hayecourtney, AbigailxWoods and other random bracelets (that were all on my left and right wrist), told you that.
My life---- My thoughts got cut off by the best noise I have ever heard all day, the class ending bell.
With that said, I hurriedly packed up all of my binders, pencils, and other items and ran out of the classroom.
I didn't have a lunch with me because I was going to go to Seattle and my dad had to pick me up and go to the airport with me.
Just in case you didn't know, the reason I was going to Seattle was to see the boy movie premiere and meeting some supporters.
When I got to my locker, I got all of my crap, I needed to go home with. I walked my way to the office, so I could wait for my dad to come.
I sat down on the waiting chair and scrolled though Twitter.
I saw that Nick was tweeting and I decided to Lowkey stalk him.
@Itsnickbean: ✂️ your 💩 and love me
I only reply to weird tweets so I replied to this one.
@HayeCourtney: Wait is that what you do? ✂️ ur 💩? Is that why you take forever in the bathroom? 😭😷
I didn't wait for his reply instead I started favoriting and following the people who replied to my tweet.
I heard the door open, and I saw it was my dad coming into the school. I have him a smile and waved goodbye to the office people.
I typed in a new tweet and sent it as I held a huge smile on my face.
@HayeCourtney: I'm leaving school early to go to SEATLE!! I'm so scared. #theboymovie
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A/n
I do realize zach and the meet and greet has already happened. But I wasn't there, so I'm writing it late. I was also sick too.
So that's my lame excuse for not updating.
Thank you guys for reading. And yes I deleted my no chill chapter on my rant book.
My sister and family saw It. Don't actually care that they saw it. But I guess it was rude and I wasn't thinking.
I was hurt and got carried away. I still am super mad at my friends for saying I'm rude and annoying for only saying insults back to one of my friends who usually says insults to me. But claims it was jokes-
And now I'm ranting again, which one of them might see and I don't really care.
And ugh whatever.
Zach and Courtney will meet in the next chapter.
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