Oblivion | Zach Clayton | Completed

Chapter Sixteen

I've been updating like every day. This story isn't even prewritten! Are you proud of me? FUCK I GOT SCHOOL GTG

Courtney's Point Of View

"H-he saved you from depression?" Zach stuttered softly, I looked up into his eyes and nodded.

"He's not a bad influence you know. Just because he smokes doesn't mean anything. He's not telling his fans to smoke." I reminded him.

Zach nodded, "I never said he was a bad influence. I mean he did save you from depression so if anything I do owe him for that."

I looked up from his chest and looked at his electric blue eyes, there was small speckles of green spuring around them. It was really breath taking.

"Wh-why do you care? Why do you care that he sa-saved me?" I asked, trying to get the image of those horrible sercuity 'officers' out of my mind. They are suppose to be helping him not attacking him.

"Because I care about you. Your one of my best friends." Zach said, his features only showed how serious he was being.

"But I'm going to be leav-ing to go back to north C-Carolina." I brought up Zach nodded not seeming to care.

"North Carolina." I repeated in a whisper. Zach started at me intensively as his hands rubbed circles on my back as comfort.

"Paisley." I muttered and cried harder. Paisley if you don't remember is the girl that used to be my friend but bullied me. She's the reason I needed Nate to save me.

"Nate's okay. Shhhh he's okay if he wasn't he wouldn't have been tweeting." Zach reminded me, he kissed my the top of my head when I sighed and laid my head back into his chest.

That's when another thought came into my mind. What if that happened to Zach. I didn't think it was possible, but it was. I cried harder.

"Shhh shh Courtney. Please I hate this. I hate it to see you crying." Zach whispered his voice slowly breaking too.

"What if that happened to you? What if you got hurt. I don't want you to get hurt, either." I whispered back to him.

"I'm not going to get hurt, and if I do it's going to be for protecting you."

I smiled and wrapped my arms tighter around him. No words were spoken as he wrapped one arm around me.

"Are you okay?" Zach asked when my crying stopped. I smiled and nodded.

"Your still getting me a bruhitszach sweatshirt for free though, right."

Zach nodded, and chuckled at me and pulled me into another hug. I couldn't help but smile at his gesture. He was so warm. I truly did want to stay in this moment forever.

"Courtney! Courtney!" I heard my brother screaming, he came into my room and saw that I was crying. I could see it in his eyes that he had been crying too.

"Oh, never mind. I guess you heard what happened about dad." Nick sighed, beginning to walk out of the room. My head shot up from Zachs chest and I let go of my embrace around him.

"dad? No I was crying cause of Webster Hall is fucked up and hurt my babies!" I exclaimed, getting really off topic. But then I remember what he said, 'I guess you heard what happened about dad'

"DAD? WHAT HAPPENED TO MY FATHER?" I asked not meaning to be so loud.

"H-he killed himself." Nick whispered tears also beginning to roll down his eye.

I take that back I don't want to stay in this moment I want to stay in the moment where my father was still alive and hasn't killed himself.

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I'm feeling sad today so I thought I should write about sadness.

Fml I love you guys and I'll see you later.

Yes I know Nick's dad hasn't killed himself but it's a fanfiction so I can do whatever I want and I feel really bad about killing him off cause he's like my dad too? I guess idfk