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Chapter Twenty Three

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Courtney Pov

"Hey do you wanna film a video with me. I'm doing an interview for my collab channel for our journey. It's questions week and since your also really big on musical.ly I wanted to do it on you." Ariel told me.

I gave her a weird look but smiled anyways. I was a bit confused because just a few minutes ago she was glaring at me. Now, she's smiling at me.

I'm so confused. But I seriously do not want my whole experience on tour to be about a boy. The cutest most funniest most perfectest boy ever. The rest of my life can be about him just not right now.

"Oh yeah sure. That's cool." I nodded not knowing what to say. She smiled and we ended up filming the YouTube video.

"What's your favorite color?" Ariel's first question was. The next few questions were really easy and simple to answer until she asked a harder one.

"How many followers do you have on musical.ly?" Ariel asked giving me another smile.

I smiled back and shrugged.

"Almost Ninty Thousand, I guess."

"How does it feel knowing all those people only know you because you are Nick Bean's little sister?" She asked giving this a whole different turn.

My face turned into shock and then I realized what she was doing.

"It feels okay. I don't actually think that they like me only for Nick. I like to think they like me for me."

"Their are rumors going around that your a slut are those rumors true."

"What the hell? No, I'm not a slut, I'm not a whore." I exclaimed.

"Okay if you don't mind. I'm done with this 'little' interview. What the fuck is wrong with you? Asking me questions and trying to hurt my feelings. News flash, I'm not easily offended."

The last part was a lie but I really didn't care. All I wanted was to get up and leave and that's exactly what I did.

But not without tweeting first. Common white girl, am I right.

@hayecourtney: usually interviewers don't try to make the person being interviewed look like an asshole for the shitty and offensive questions they ask.

Of course I got a text asking if I was okay. But it wasn't from anyone you would think would text me. It wasn't my best friend Abigail it wasn't an apology from Ariel, it was from my brother Nick.

From Brotha 😬💖

U okay? Sista. Saw ur tweet who's the interview I have to beat Tf up

I replied back because I didn't have a reason not too. I was upset but I didn't want to overreact like I always do.

Me: Ariel. For question Week on our journey Ikr WTF

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"Courtney I can not believe you. How could you say that shit to Ariel in her YouTube video. What the fuck is your problem." Abigail screamed at me. We were on stage for our tour, so all of our supporters were looking at us.

"What the hell? I didn't say shit to her. She however did say shit to me but I didn't talk shit back." I exclaimed back to her.

What the fuck!

"Yes you did. You are such a Lier."  Ariel screamed back.

"What the fuck. What the literal fuck. Abigail are you fucking deaf watch the video again. Because apparently you are because she was talking shit to me." I shouted, putting my hands up in defense.

Thanks Ariel, I'm loosing my best friend over you. Thank you so fucking much.

"What has gotten into you." Abigail whispered stopping herself from screaming.

Tears were about to come out of my eyes when I realized everyone believed Ariel and not me.

"What the hell you have to believe me. I didn't say anything to her that is even a little bit offensive."

"Stop lying everyone know you did. Your going Hollywood. Holy shit." Someone screamed from the crowd.

"Even Zach knows you did it. Just stop lying now. If you apologize we won't get mad at you." Abigail told me calmly.

"Apologize for what. Seriously this is about Zach? Your mad at me and saying lies because I like Zach. This is all because of some boy. Wow, are we in some high school drama movie?" I exclaimed.

At this part of the movie, I would have laughed. But I didn't. I didn't laugh because this was real. I was loosing my best friend. I was loosing my supporters.

I was loosing everything and everyone that made me sane. I had nothing left without them.

"No it's for you being mean to Ariel. You just turned into the mean girl in the high school movies." Ari spoke up as she ran onto the stage too. I looked down to the supporters and the tears fell. They didn't believe me either.

"No, I just turned into the already broken girl that just got even more broken for being accused of something she didn't do." I hissed, pushing my way past everyone to get back to my hotel room.

Once I did I locked the door. So no one could get in and I cried. I cried because of everything. They didn't believe me.

Self harming part in next paragraphs warning trigger skip if you need too. Come back when see another bold message.

I knew I shouldn't but I did. I took my blade from my makeup back and carved the words, Loser, Ugly, and Accused into my arm after I pulled my sleeve up. I drew lines with the blade all over my arm until I saw red.

I still wasn't satisfied with the pain, so I did it to my other arm. I knew I shouldn't but I did anyways. After I cleaned my arms up so it didn't get infected I spammed our tweets.

@hayecourtney:  I'm Sorry for being weak but I am not sorry for being accused of something I didn't do, please believe me.

@Hayecourtney: God why am I so weak

@hayecourtney: why do I hate myself for something I DIDNT do

@Hayecourtney: If Dad was alive would I still cut? Probably.

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For a people who just came back from the message about being triggering the summary is she self harmed and started tweeting our triggering tweets saying she hated herself and asking if her dad was still alive would she still do this to herself and of course saying she didn't do anything Ariel said she did.

Also on a different note I do not hate Ariel. This is just for my story. And I'm actually really proud of it right now :))))