May you reach me

Chapter 17

Asahina pov
"Think about what you did wrong and I'll let you out" he's not going to do what I think he's about to do is he? He then closed the box and left me in there like that. No he is not leaving me in a box? He cant. "Hey nyx... Nyx let me out!" I yelled but nothing answered but my echo "NYX LET ME OUT!!" I screamed and started banging on the iron but still nothing. I stopped after awhile of knowing he wasn't coming back. I could barely move. I couldn't do anything. It was cramped. How long is he planning to keep me in here. It's already been awhile since I've been here. That bastard father of mine was supposed to get me but he hasn't. Why? And how long am I going to stay in here for? No matter how many times I cried or called out it didn't seem like he would ever let me out. If he left me in here long enough he could throw away my remains along with this box. I shook with fear. No no no they cant leave me here not like this.

Flashback

"You're a disgrace to the Yuki family I'm ashamed  to even call you my daughter" "I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so sorry please forgive me" I kept shaking and apologizing after he made my back bleed from whipping me "SHUT UP" he yelled and I stopped apologizing "tell me why did you try to escape" he said crouching down to see the terror in my eyes "I-i wasn't I just wanted to get some air" I said my voice trembling "LIES" he yelled and whipped me again. I screamed in pain "p-p-lease stop" I said even more scared "ill stop once you tell me the truth" he said and grabbed my hair and yanked me to look him in the eye "tell me or else" he held a knife up to my face. I gasped "thats the truth I swear" I say as hot tears ran down my face "stop crying" he said in a deep angry voice "im sorry please forgive me im sorry please forgive me please forgive-" " SHUT UP" he yelled and than kicked me hard in the stomach. So hard I coughed up blood and ended up on the other side of the room"You haven't been disciplined enough" he said and smiled "maybe we should go into our little room" he said and grabbed my collar "no please anywhere but there" the "little room" is were we would take traitors from our clan and torture them until they died slowly. He would often take me there when I wouldn't listen. " NO PLEASE I WONT DO IT AGAIN I PROMISE PLEASE!! NOOOO!!" as I would scream throughout the halls he would laugh."MOM!!!BROTHER!!STIEN HELP ME...SOMEBODY" My father laughed "no body is going to help you. You are alone. You have only me." He laughed a deep sinister laugh and we entered the torture chamber.
Thats the day he took my eye. He cut it out. I got it back eventually but i cant see out of it anymore.

Flashback end

What if he does it again because I ran away? What if he brings me to that room again? What will he do with me as soon as he has me? As these thoughts go through my head I start to go crazy  with those terrible thoughts running over and over my mind,confined in the darkness. I pounded against the the iron box. I struggled but all I could feel was the cold iron. The noise filling the entire box was irritating. It hurt. It was unpleasant to hear my own crying voice echo back to me. I couldn't escape on my own. I couldn't escape without any help. I cant do anything alone. Im powerless with out them. I need them."SOUL...TSUBAKI...REN..YUKIO" I yell while crying "MITSUOMI!!" I yelled his name. I want to get out. I want to see him. I want to tell him everything. I want to tell him how I feel. But I can't, not now. I want to hurry out of here. Hurry..... Please someone help me. Ill do as you say. Ill do anything. I won't resist you anymore. So,so...! "AHHHHHHHH!!!" And then I wondered how much time had passed. After I lost all my strength to even cry. I saw a light but it was still dim and it was nyx. He finally opened the box. He peered into the box with his usual smile and said "have you learned your lesson?" I said nothing and just looked at nothing. It might have looked like I was dead but my mind is scattered and hand no real focus. "Are you okay you've been in this box for 3 days" he said still smiling. Did he just say three days? I barely noticed. Probably because I spent most of the time screaming. I didn't answer and just looked up at him like a doll and his eyes shined. He lifted me up out of the box and I didn't resist at all like I did last time and he brought me to what looked like an entrance. "Your dads coming soon" yuji said and I stared shaking. I don't want to see him. Then takuto and yuji both stared to laugh at my reaction "hey don't scare her like that" nyx said and put me down on the ground and they all circled around me. "Well it was nice having fun with you yuki but now we have to give you up" yuji said with a sad smile on his face "hey you think if we ask your dad to let one of us marry you we could still have fun" yuji said "maybe but shes mine I saw her first" nyx already claimed me. I start to feel drowsy and my eye lids start to feel heavy. No I cant go to sleep not yet. All of a sudden I hear... A motorcycle but whose? "Asahina!" I heard a voice call to me. Could it be... "Mitsu..omi?" I said dryly trying to say his name. He saw my current state and his face went white then was filled with rage "what did you do" mitsuomi said in a deep voice "eh who the hell are you?" takuto said "what the fuck did you do to her you bastards" he said with more rage in his voice. I never heard him curse before. "Oh well we were just having a little fun with her before her dad comes and picks her up" yuji said with a wicked smile on his face "why you" mitsuomi stared to say "it was really fun you know making her scream and cry for us to stop and for someone to help her knowing no one would. Watching her shake with fear, the horror in her eyes and the taste of her tears I just love it." Yuji said hugging himself and blushing a little like a real freaking pervert. Mitsuomi looked furious and started running towards them. All I remember is hearing screaming, hitting, bones breaking and all before I lost concessions.