It had been a long day at work. You were exhausted all you wanted to do was cuddle with your boyfriend.You walked into your shared flat and started to kick off your heels. While you were about to toss your shoe away, you paused mid throw. You heard moaning...male and female. Your heartbeat quickened. For once, you prayed to God that he was watching porn. You took a quick inhale of breath and crept to the door of your and Harry's bedroom. You opened the door slightly, just enough to see through the door. All you saw was blonde hair flying in the air when your heart sank. You opened the door further, taking a step in with tear filled eyes. You walked into the room, straight to the closet, grabbing a suitcase and packing clothes. "Oh God, [y/n], I-I can explain" He ran to you, but you ignored him. From the thud you heard, you assumed he threw the girl off of him and told her to get out but you didn't care. "[y/n] stop," Harry ordered, taking out clothes of your suitcase, but you stayed silent. You continued to pack and he continued to unpack until you lost it, "Goddammit, Harry! What do you want? What do you want to explain? Let me pack my damn clothes! Let me fucking leave!" You screamed, a waterfall of tears cascading down your face. "I'm sorry, I-I just, I didn't think-" "You didn't think what, Harry?! You didn't think I would catch you, so it's fine as long as you don't get caught?" you scoffed, disgusted. "How long? How long, Harry?", he looked down and said," It hasn't been a 'thing', I just..." "So more than this one time..." you became infuriated," You lied to my face! You acted like you were so fucking happy! You asshole! You must have been so fucking satisfied that your girlfriend was such an idiot. That she was so gullible! 'Just trust me, [y/n]' 'how can we have a relationship without trust, [y/n]' 'you are my one and only' bullshit!" Harry kept rambling on about something and repeating apologies but you were too upset to hear him. "Did you ever even love me?", you questioned, "I still do, I always will, [y/n]," he replied and you laughed in his face," Well that must suck, because I fucking hate you." He stood there dumbfounded. You just took your purse and walked out of the door.
You got in your car and drove to Louis' flat. Not for him really, more for Eleanor. You two had gotten extremely close since she could relate to dating a band member. You knocked on the door pathetically, not having the energy to put any effort into it. Eleanor swung open the door,"Oh my, [y/n] babe, what's the matter?" Louis came down the stairs,"Who is it ba- [y/n]? Why are you so upset? What did Harry do this time?" You sobbed into Eleanor's arms, trying to catch your breath,"C'mon love, spit it out," Eleanor cooed. "H-Harry, c-cheated on me" "Oh, sweethear-" " And it wasn't the f-first time e-either." You choked out. Louis sighed, seeming upset himself, "He is such a fucking idiot. When is he going to learn?", he muttered. You sniffed, " It doesn't matter because I hate him. I hate him, I hate him, I hate him, I fucking hate him.", you were trying to convince yourself,"I hate him, I hate him, I-I-I love him..." you trailed off, " that's the worst part...I still love him" Harry popped his head around the corner," you do?" you rolled your eyes, "how long have you been there?" "long enough." he replied, he looked broken, he just looked sorry in general. "I don't want to hear i-" "No, [y/n] listen. When you left,I-I ", he tried to hold back the tears," When you said you hated me, m-my whole world shattered. I saw you so upset, so hurt, so angry and it was because of me...I was disgusted with myself. You're eyes weren't sparkling, they were filled with dissapointment, a-and just hate. I love you so much, what I did, I can't justify. I just can't loose you..." By now you were crying again, "Harry, you lied to my face for so long, and I believed you, and you didn't feel guilty at all...you never even loved me." "That isn't fucking true, [y/n]! I love you so much! So much it hurts, so much that during tour I cried myself to sleep countless nights because I missed you that much. I love you so much that I couldn't concentrate on a single question during any interview because all I could think about was you." At that point you didn't know what to do.You wanted to take him back but you just didn't know if you should. After arguing with yourself in your mind for a few minutes, you came to a conclusion," Harry, I-I always told myself I would never go back to someone who cheated on me. But when I said that, I didn't think I would ever love someone so much that I could forgive them. W-with you I just, I don't think I could be truly happy without you. I guess what I'm saying is that, I will give you one more chance. One more fucking chance and if you scr-" Harry smashed his lips into yours hungrily, but you could feel the smile playing on his lips. "I won't screw it up I swear to God, oh I love you so much I am so sorry, it will never happen again I just," he attacked your lips again and you smiled,"You're lucky I love you" "The luckiest guy on Earth, love"
