Half A Heart

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Harry:

I'm half a man, at best,
With half an arrow in my chest.
I miss everything we do,
I'm half a heart without you.

I walked into the studio with my hood over my head and a frown on my face. It had been two weeks since the horrible fight that made her leave and I was a mess. I knew deep down inside the whole thing with Kendall Jenner was wrong but I was told I had to do it and I couldn't say no. A huge fight broke out between the two of us and she had left. That was two weeks ago and she still hadn't come back. I can't sleep, I can't eat, and I just miss her. She's my other half and without her I walk around like a lost puppy. The flat is empty with no life left in it. I sat down on the couch without taking my hood off just staring down at my hands. The rest of the guys looked over at me and shook their heads. They're all worried about me but there was no talking to me right now. I would just ignore them just like I did everybody else. As I sat listening to the people that be go on and on about the new songs we had to record, my mind drifted to her. I thought back to a time where I had to get up early to go into the studio. She had got up as well and shared his shower with me. I remember kissing her softly right underneath her ear making her giggle. I remember her washing my hair and even though she's shorter than me, I still remember just how good it felt. Tears filled my soft green eyes as I bit my lip and remember making breakfast with her that particular morning. She threw on the closest thing she found on, being my t-shirt and a fresh pair of panties. I remember wrapping my strong arms around her stomach and swaying back and forth as the bacon sizzled next to us. I was snapped out of my thoughts when I heard the door open. I looked up at the door and gasped when I saw her standing there. She looked just as awful as I did. I stood up and walked over to her wrapping her tightly into my arms. The two of us cried softly as we held each other and everybody else in the room left us two along to talk. At the same time we both pulled away and said, "I'm sorry."

I bit his lip and said, "Why are you sorry? You did nothing wrong. You were so understanding. I should have never agreed to it."

"I knew what I was getting into when I started dating you Harry." She began wiping her eyes. "I knew you weren't dating her but I was still being difficult. I'm sorry."

"I'm the one that's sorry." I began placing my thumbs on her cheeks and rubbing her missed tears away. "I should have stopped it before it even started. I'll never do that again I promise. I love you and only you. You're my everything."

"I forgive you." She nodded looking into my eyes.

"Come home, please." I whispered biting my lower lip. "I hate the flat without you in it. I'm not myself without you."

"I will." She nodded.

A huge smile curved my lips and I picked her up wrapping my arms around her. Just then we both heard clapping from behind us. We turned your heads to see four guys clapping with smiles on their faces. She blushed into my shoulder and I pressed my lips to her temple. Everything was right with the world now that I have her back.

Liam:

Forget all we said that night
No, it doesn't even matter
'Cause we both got split in two

I sat down in the back of the café and looked down at my hands. It had been five months since that horrible fight at your house. I still remembers it like it was yesterday. I remember getting drunk with my friends. That was my first mistake. I can hold his liquor but on that particular night I was over tired and drinking was not what I should have been doing. I remember Louis dropping me off and then going into the house. I remember going upstairs and seeing her sitting on the bed reading a book. Everything after that went downhill. All she did was ask me if I had a good time and I flew off the handle. I screamed at her telling her, she was clingy and annoying. She didn't back down and she screamed back at me that I was an asshole and that she hated me. I remember screaming at the top of my lungs telling her if you hates it so much then she should just leave. And that's what happened. Tears filled my eyes as I remembered how he felt the next morning. I'm actually really surprised she said she would meet me to talk. I heard the doorbell ring letting me know someone walked into the café and I just knew without even looking up it was her. I took a deep breath before looking up. My eyes met hers and I bit my lip as she walked towards me. I already had her favorite coffee waiting for her because that's just how I am.

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