Feelings

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"So where were you yesterday?"
Bonnie asked as she peeled her orange.

"I went out" you reply bluntly.

"Anywhere specific?"

"Just out."
...
"Something wrong?"
She asks.
You shake your head and go on your phone.

Hey. Can we meet? - Ben x

You huff and shove your phone back into your pocket. You run your hand through your hair.

"What's going on Y/N?"

"Nothing"

"Is it Oliver?"

"Nope"

"Gaby?"

"Nope"

"Ben?"

"Just drop it Bon". You get off the kitchen chair and walk into the living room. You throw yourself onto the couch.

"What's he done?"
You hear her coming into the room.

"It doesn't matter"

"Don't be a Mard Y/N. Tell me"

"You wouldn't understand if I told you"
...
"What's happened Y/N?" She asks. Her tone changes, she sounds concerned.
You sigh and sit up on the sofa
....
"Leave it Bon." You say bluntly.
...
"Am I such an embarrassment to kiss?"

"what?"

"I've been told my several people that I'm a great kisser." You say to yourself.
Bonnie follows you as you walk round the flat.

"What? Who's said your an embarrassment to kiss? Your not making any sense"

You rub your eyes before tutting loudly as you'd smudged your mascara.

"It doesn't matter. I'm fine. Just moaning"
You smile reassuringly at Bonnie.

"Are you okay Y/N?"
She slowly walks over to you.

"I'm completely fine."

You decide not to tell Bonnie in the end. What can she do? She'll only turn against Benedict and is that really fair?
He hasn't done anything wrong at the end of the day. It's not his fault that he doesn't feel anything for you.

You'd concluded, the kiss was just Benedict experimenting what it was that he wanted.
And as it turns out, it wasn't you.
Which was fine. You just needed to deal with  it.

"So you and Ben are okay?" Bonnie asks.
You nod.

"I'm meeting him on set for a pasty in ten minutes anyway so"

"Right okay."
You smile

"Y/N-"
You turn round.

"You'd tell me if something happened wouldn't you?- if something had upset you"

"Of course I would"

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