The Why's And The Heartbreaks

(9)Regrets and Decisions

-Christopher pov

Yesterday after I got out of the shower Teanna's ass was no where to be found. I was wondering where she went that fast. And when she did get back she was acting so distant. I tried to figure out what was wrong,but she wouldn't tell me. I went into work early because she had to tell me something. I've also came up with the decision to break things off with Rebecca. It's so wrong of me to be having an affair on somebody I truly love just because we're having problems of our own. I've been through a lot with Teanna and I want to continue. I love her.

I walked into my building and got on the elevator and rode up. I saw Rebecca at her desk doing work. I walked over to her and bent down.

"Meet me in my office now." I stood back up and walked down the hall to my office. I unlocked the door and held it open for her. She finally came in,"Lock my door. I don't want anyone coming in." I took a seat in my chair, she walked over to me and tried to sit in my lap, but I pushed her off of me.

"Can you sit in a chair I gotta talk to you."

"Ok" She said while going to sit down in a chair in front of my desk.

"We need to stop this thing we have between us. I'm married and I'm hurting her by messing with you."

She nodded,"Umm ok well I have something to tell you." I nodded for her to continue."Since you wanted another child, it looks like you have one.....I'm pregnant."

"How do I know if it's mine?" I wasn't about to just believe any girl who said that.

"Gosh,Christopher! You were the only one fucking me! I'm four weeks now and I get that we need to end this. But please don't leave me here to take care of this baby by myself."

I suddenly thought about the decisions I've made that got me in this situation. And I now regret the decision I've made. I made my bed and now I have to lay in it.