The Why's And The Heartbreaks

(11) Let me Know

-Teanna's outfit in media

Today Chris told me that he's taking me out for dinner tonight. I don't know why he is. But I just don't really want to be near him. Every time I am I feel guilty, like I've dont something terrible; and I have. I needed to let him know before he finds out himself. I got dressed in some jeans and white button down shirt with my heals. I walked back downstairs and sat with my parents and the kids while Christopher finished getting ready.

"So where are you guy's going?" My dad asked.

"I have no clue. I'm just going with the flow." I let him know while he nodded.

"Mommy what time are you coming home?" Jeremiah asked.

"I don't know baby. It won't be long, but I want all y'all to be good." I told them as Chris came downstairs adjusting his watch.

"You ready?" I nodded and got up. He opened the door for me and we both said our goodbyes. He opened the car door and I got in and buckled up. He got in on his side and did the same thing. We didn't say anything to each other we just listened to the music and our thoughts.

-Third person pov

Christopher and Teanna went in and sat at their reserved table together. They ordered their food and got started with their conversation.

"How was your day?" Christopher asked Teanna.

"It was ok how was yours?"

"It was alright my assistant didn't show up so I kinda had a slow day."

"Oh I'm sorry." Teanna wanted to laugh at how it was her fault for him not having an assistant anymore. But she wasn't going to let him know that.

"It's alright. It's not your fault." Christopher told her. He wanted to let Teanna know about the affair that he's been having with Rebecca, but it couldn't come out.

"Ok." She on the other hand was freaking out. How was she going to let Christopher know about the abortion. But wasn't going to say anything until Chris confessed about getting Rebecca pregnant. And even having an affair with her.

Both of their thoughts got interrupted by Kelsey (the lady from the clinic) coming over. Teanna tried to understand why in the hell she was coming over.

"Hey I saw you and decided to stop by and see if your going to your appointment?"

Teanna didn't know what in the hell she was talking about. "What appointment?" Teanna asked.

"Oh your husband didn't tell you?"

"No." Kelsey and Teanna looked at Christopher as he sat in his chair satisfied at how the conversation was going. He didn't plan anything but everything was falling in order.

"Well, I left a message that you need to get seen for to make sure everything is healed and good down there after you had tour procedure done." Teanna looked at Chris and back at Kelsey trying to give her a signal that she was talking too damn much. Teanna prayed to God that Kelsey didn't run her mouth anymore than she's already done.

"Well my husband surely didn't tell me,but I know now." Teanna said trying to cut the talk between them off. She eyed Chris who had a smirk on his face. She didn't like the way this discussion was going.

"So how have been after your lost?" Kelsey blurted out. Teanna almost spit out her water on herself. Teanna shut her eyes wishing she was on another planet right now. She knew if Chris payed any attention, he's going to ask.

On the other hand Christopher was super about how everything was turning out. He wanted Teanna to confess up to what she's done. But what he didn't know was that Teanna knew his secrets as well.

"What lost,Teanna?" Chris joined in.

Before Teanna could reply Kelsey took it upon herself and replied for her,"They baby!" Teanna dropped her head thinking when in the hell is Kelsey going to leave. She knew she was in for it now.

"Kelsey! Can you please leave!?" Fed up Teanna said. Kelsey sensed that something was wrong so she took Teanna up on her offer to get the hell away from her table.

"Well I'll see you later." Kelsey spoke while leaving after telling all Teanna's business. Teanna was afraid to say anything or even look up at Christopher. She didn't even have an appetite anymore.

Chris cleared his throat,"I think it's time for us to leave. We need to talk." Teanna got nervous wondering how this talk was going to turn out. But we needed to get this straight. She's not the only one with some secrets.

After paying for the bill and getting in the car. They sat there listening to silence.

"Where you going to tell me about the abortion?"

"No." Christopher laughed and shook his head. "Ok since you wanna be slick and find out shit were you going to tell me about you fucking your assistant? Or even getting her pregnant!?" Teanna shouted.

"We're not talking about me and how the fuck do you know all of that?"

"Just know that your really need to cover up your tracks if you wanna sneak around. And she told me about the pregnancy. At least you have another child now, you don't need to worry about me or my kids anymore." Teanna shook her head trying to avoid the tears,"How can I have kids with someone like you!? Who cheats on their wife!?"

"Who can be married to someone like you!? Who aborts their husbands baby just because they didn't want any. That's selfish and low of you!"

"Low of me!? Your the one who's having the affair jackass! We don't need anymore kids, the house is full as it is!" Christopher wished this conversation was over. He started the car and drove back home. He just wanted to be done with everything. While Teanna wanted to get to the bottom of things.

"Please tell me why would you have sex with her?" Teanna pleaded. She knew she might be hurt after his answer but the truth hurts.

"You wanna know why!? It's because a woman like you don't know how to take care of a man's needs. If you did I wouldn't be in this position right now!" Teanna started crying.

"So your blaming this on me? These were your actions that got you fucked up! Not me!" Christopher pulled up in the driveway and cut the car. "Since you feel that way then maybe we shouldn't be together!" Teanna said while getting out the car and slamming the door.