Falls To Pieces (Attila/The Amity Affliction)

Fuckin' Up

Lexi's POV:
It was already 10:00 pm and I could not wait till I was okay enough to take my drugs!

I was still with Fronz in the same hotel we stopped to eat. It was really facny (I felt really under dressed but oh well).

Everyone there was dressed in such shiny elegant dresses, or  wrinkle less suits. Fronz and i were both in ripped black jeans. He was in a cut up Pink Floyd tshirt and I had a Iron Maiden T-shirt with the short sleeves rolled up.

Obviously, there were rich white people looking at us up and down with a judging look on their faces. You could clearly see it, even though they tried to hide it. Giving us a fake smile once we caught them staring with complete disgust.

"So, are you excited for tomorrow" Fronz asked taking a chip from my plate. What was tomorrow.

"What?" I asked holding my BLT sand which.

"Tsavo..." Fronz said as if he wasnt sure of his answer.

"oh... um yea... im excited" of course i had a normal poker face expression. Making it hard to believe what i was saying. Making it sound sarcastic. No? YES!

"Well okay then..." Fronz started playing with his food. Looking bored as fuck, i need to be more fun without drugs. What does Fronz like doing that i would enjoy as well...

"C'mon" i said grabing his wrist and dragging him to the reception place. Paying the man the money for our meals i ran out the hotel with Fronzs wrist in my hand.

"where are you taking me?" Fronz asked with a slight chuckle

"ON AN ADVENTURE!" i yelled making Fronz burst out in laughter as we entered a drugstore

"why are we here?" i smiled at his words... he better find this entertaining.

"Shop lifting" i whispered in his ear. Pulling back and letting go of his wrist, I managed to get a glims of a small smirk of Fronzs face.

"Excuse me um I need your help with finding an eye liner for my girlfriend ..." Fronz started getting the lady at the reception attention to him.

She rolled her eyes and got up to go help Fronz. While I pretended to look at stuff.

Once the lady was out of sight-her being the only person there- I grabbed two packs of gum and a lighter. Shoved them in my pocket and started walking around the store, looking at things that weren't at all interesting.

I spotted Fronz with the lady, both looking at differemt brands on eyeliner. I frowned as I saw him look intrested. Until his hand reached out behind the lady, resting it on the shelf. The lady seemed to like it as her face turned bright red and a smile appeared.

I shook my head and rolled my eyes at his fuckboy ways. Still looking at them, Fronz took his hand away from the shelf and drowned it in his pocket.

"Well thank you" he said turning around. Facing me, I immediately looked at the shelf reading price tags.

"Go talk to her again... She seems to like you" I whispered in his ear once he came to my side.

"Why?" He asked. Biting my bottom lip, I diverted my eyes from the shelf to the other side of the store which had almost every kind of alcohol displayed.

Fronz followed my gaze. Seeing what I was seeing he turned back to face me as he leaned down to my ear. "At this rate I will fuck you... again"

With that he made his journey to the reception lady as I made my way to the alcohol. As I looked over my shoulder, I examined Fronzs back side... His shirt is longer than his back pockets, right? Checking, I was right.

I schemed through the different types of alcohol. Landing my eyes on a small Jack Daniels, I smiled taking it and walking back to Fronz. Obviously hiding the baby bottle behind me.

"Yea I've worked here for a while now" I heard the lady say while I came up behind Fronz and placing the bottle in his back pocket and hiding it with his long shirt. Soon enough I came to his side and held his waist. Almost automatically, his arm went around my shoulder. Anger was evident in the ladys face.

I got on my tippy toes so my mouth was at the same length with Fronz ear. "Let's go" I whispered sounding more sexual than I intended to.

"Well thank you for you time. We'll come next time" he said. Just like that we left.

"What did you get?" I asked as we were still holding each other; while walking down the empty roads.

He hand disapread into his pocket and came back out with two  cigarette packs. "I forgot a lighter though"

Smiling, I took out the lighter I managed to smuggle "no worries" I said.

Fronzs face light up and he held me closer.

"We should get fucked tonight" he whispered, there was a clear indication of lust in his deep voice.

"What's the time?" I asked

"1:30 am" I sighed... Not till three... I'm already feeling depressed and angry again

"So we have two hours and a half" Fronz added putting the lighter and cigarettes in his pocket.

"What?" I asked, taken back by the fact that he would actually wait for me to be 'okay'.

"your not okay to take any form of drugs till 3... so we have two hours and a half to kill till then... what do you want to do?" i stopped in my tracks and looked at Fronz with shock. he actually remembered....

He stopped once i stopped and gave me a questionably look. i just shook my head in response and we kept walking down the streets... still holding each other.

"I dont know... what do you want to do?" i asked

"theres a frat party happenimg right now" Fronz said in a whisper

"no... i dont feel like a party" i stated as my phone went off. Taking out my phone from my pocket i read on the screen Joel

I picked up with hesitation "hey" i said then waited for an answer

"Lexi i need you to come... Ahren is flipping out" was all Joel said before hanging up the phone...

Letting out a long sigh i put my phone back into my pocket and faved Fronz

"I... um... need to go help a f-friend" i said letting go of him. he just nodded and said:

"i know... i heard.. go help Joel and Ahren ill just chill for you till three" i smiled at him, then taken back by his next words "i can take you there and then leave" he was being super nice to me.

i nodded and we made our way back to campus. Finding our selves holding each other again, i let out a muffled giggle as we continued to walk.