Flower Crowns & Sweaters →Larry

Chapter 20 (Part 1 of 2)

This chapter is maninly them talking and explaining their past and such. What in saying is that their may be a paragraph of one of then talking -Angel

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They sat still on Louis' bed. It's been quiet for the past ten minutes. They admired one another but no words have fallen out of their mouths. Though Louis and Harry had a lot to say to each other, they were waiting for someone to say something simple or just explain everything. Anything. The only thing you could hear in the bedroom are their breathing. It wasn't slow nor heavy. Just still.

Louis would take a glance at Harry's eyes every other second and Harry would just smile. It wasn't long until Louis got annoyed and lightly slammed his hands on his bed and got Harry's attention.

"So....what happened to us?" That's all Louis could really ask. Everything went downhill every since he heard the words of Harry saying he didn't like the way Louis looked.

Harry let his eyes fall down to his hands and shrug. "I honestly don't even know, Louis. I know that I just fucked up and lost you. When I fucked up everything between us, not only did I hurt myself, I hurt you"

Louis didn't take his eyes off of Harry. Instead of saying anything, he got closer to Harry and let his hands hold onto Harry's. Not only did Louis get butterflies but so did Harry. His heart was beating so fast that he thought it would come out of chest in any moment.

"I overreacted" That made Harry look up at Louis and give him a confused look. "I shouldn't have freaked out on you. It was your opinion and when you have an opinion, I shouldn't snap. I'm sorry, Harry"

Harry's mind was surely going crazy. He shouldn't be apologizing. I should. Harry thought to himself. He squeezed Louis' hand and told him, "No, no, no. Don't apologize. This wasn't your fault. It was mine. I shouldn't have said any of that. You're perfect the way you are. I know I said differently but that's because the other kids in school were telling me shit about you"

Louis kinda got hurt by those words but he knew the kids at school didn't really like his style of clothing when he is a boy. But what hurt is that Harry listened to them and said those kind of words to Louis that made him feel like crap about himself.

"But Louis, I shouldn't have listened to them. I knew they were wrong because they don't know you. They don't know you like I do. They have no right to say anything about you. They're surely missing out on you. They'll never know the funny, sweet, sassy, fun Louis like I do. I'm blessed to have someone like you in my life. Honestly, if you didn't know, before I met you, all I did was skip school, party and drink. But you changed me, in a good way. I actually go to class and drink less, just for you"

Harry let the words he has spoken sink in for Louis. Harry had more to tell but the look on Louis' face made him wait a couple of more seconds before talking again. Harry sighed and intertwined their hands together before speaking again.

"Remember when I told you that I left for that one year of school and did online school?" Louis didn't look at Harry when he nodded so Harry still went on, "For that one year, I got expelled because of Zayn. He made this rumor that had sex with this old teacher, which I didn't. Soon enough, it got out of hand and I fought Zayn. The principle had to call the cops on me. I didn't stop hurting Zayn until he passed out in his own blood. I was mad, more than mad at him.

"For that year, I was under house arrest. Meaning I couldn't go anywhere alone. I had to have my parents with me. And when I wasn't with them, I had to be home all day. It didn't end until this year. My parents talked to the school and got me back into the school. But when I came back, I came back in with tattoos and piercing. During the summer of being in my house all day, is worked out and convinced my mom to let me have these tattoos and I did. After that, I came here and met you"

Harry could see the small smile on Louis' face. Of course Louis was smiling. Pushing past the bad stuff Harry told him, Louis was the reason why he changed. Louis was some sort of happiness for Harry. He couldn't complain about that. But then again, thinking of what Zayn put him through, makes Louis want to actually fight him.

"Harry.." Harry looked what and asked what. Louis gave him a small grin and asked, "Can we, uhm, like cuddle?" Harry was kinda shocked at this question.

He just told Louis his past, sort of, and Louis wants to cuddle...? Of course, Harry didn't say no. He couldn't miss the opportunity to cuddle with Louis. He's always wanted to cuddle with him. Wanted to hold him and tell him cute yet dumb jokes of his. Wanted to play with his hair as they talked. Even hold him close when he feels asleep. Harry has always wanted that. Even with the pretty boy named Louis.

So, Harry nodded. He scooted back on Louis' bed and lied down on his back. Louis sat there, on the end of the bed, for a while until he looked at Harry and got closer to him. He laid down on his side and let his head lay on Harry's chest. He could hear his heart beat. Louis put his arm around Harry's stomach and relaxed as Harry put his own arm around Louis' small figure. He couldn't help but smile to himself.

"Harry, I know you said I shouldn't have apologized but I am sorry. I did overeat. I should have let you explained. I was just hurt and thought you were different. Which you are. You way different from the other boys. Even Zayn. I'm sorry that he did that to you. I know I didn't do it but really, I am sorry. He shouldn't have done such a thing. It was childish and immature" Louis was now mad at him and he didn't even do anything.

Harry tried to talked but Louis just went on, "When we first met and you told me your name, I automatically knew who you were. How? Because of Zayn. I remember him getting beat up by you. He came to my house after and I saw how hurt he was. He told me that you just randomly attacked him. I asked who and he said your name. Since I was dating Zayn at that moment, I always told myself that I would find you and hurt you myself for doing that to him.

"Now that I really know who Zayn is, I was happy that you fucked him up and that I found you myself. You make me happy. I thought I could never get over Zayn. After he cheated on me, I truly thought I would never be happy again" Louis took a deep breath before talking which made Harry really happy to hear.

After all these days of both boys being unhappy because one of another. All these days of wishing something good will happen. And all these days of wishing things could just go back to normal for the two of them be happy together, the day has finally come and of course, Harry and Louis couldn't be any happier at this moment.

"But then I met you. You, Harry Styles, are my source of happiness"

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A/N: Hello! I know I haven't posted in such a long time. I am so so sorry. I've been so busy with school, my job, family and my school play. But here it is! I know, its short but the next one will be longer!

The next chapter will probably be the ending of this book which kinda makes me sad but then again, this book sucked.

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